Why do I create just to be swallowed
I cant take this shit anymore. I think hes ignoring me, Ive sent him 3 messages and he hasnt replied to any of them, BLAH! I should just forget him. I think I would be better if I could. I have a feeling all hes doing is feeding me bullshit and I think hes telling others the same thing hes telling me.
Fuck his I love you lies.
He promised he wasnt playing with me, or lying to me. This shit reinforces exactly what Ive been thinking. I dont know if hes confused, trying to push me away, or doesnt know what he wants. But Ive decided maybe its just best if I leave him alone for awhile. Maybe I can get my head straightened out, and maybe he can too. But right now hes losing me, whether he cares or not, i dont know, but im not gonna sit around and wait on him to figure out what he wants. But Im pretty sure its not me. I cant say I wont care if he does decide to leave me alone. But its best to know now, before things go any farther.
Just sit back and wait. As hard as that is gonna be, its what I NEED to do.
Fuck his I love you lies.
He promised he wasnt playing with me, or lying to me. This shit reinforces exactly what Ive been thinking. I dont know if hes confused, trying to push me away, or doesnt know what he wants. But Ive decided maybe its just best if I leave him alone for awhile. Maybe I can get my head straightened out, and maybe he can too. But right now hes losing me, whether he cares or not, i dont know, but im not gonna sit around and wait on him to figure out what he wants. But Im pretty sure its not me. I cant say I wont care if he does decide to leave me alone. But its best to know now, before things go any farther.
Just sit back and wait. As hard as that is gonna be, its what I NEED to do.