Good Bye...
It's tough latley, I never thought leaving would be this hard. I know it is what I have always wanted and I know I should be extremely excited, but right now the fear of leaving is overriding every emotion. I've st down and attempted to pack about a million times, but as soon as I start I stop, it's just to hard to deal with right now. I feel like such a child, I should be able to deal with this, I need to grow up, but right now all I want is my mommy and daddy. I like my room, my house, my brother, and my doggies. I don't want to say good bye to it all. I guess, I'm just not ready...