If you've ever said you missed me, then don’t say you’ve never lied
wow. its been awhile.
everthing seems so unreal. im about to finish my first year of college.
new york has been... amazing. I GOT TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE IN SAN DIEGO. that easily made it a million times better but also, so different. part of me doesnt even want to go back to california for the summer. actually this is prob gonna b the only summer i DO come back. it doesn't help that my best friend has decided to stay in santa cruz :[
i dont kno, i feel like ive changed so much. even the little things. like cmon i run around in DRESSES out here... i dont think anyone can say theyve seen me frolik around in a dress. i feel like i also dont care as much like about what people think anymore. i dont care about their drama. im dealing with my own shit. with my own family drama. and worrying about the friends a would actually kill for. i just dont sweat the petty shit anymore. and i love that.
this city is so.. mesmorizing. not gonna lie, the G L A M O U R sucked me in. the celebrity fillled clubs and lounges and the afterhours clubs. even the bars in the bronx and white plains are always fun.
and the Fordham College crew. Love them. almost as much as my amazinggg roomate Andrea and my suitemates Kim and Lindsay. Ive made some amazing friendships here. were always doin somethign whether its our dinners with our boys across the hall or getting written up for hallway slip n slides and tile ball. drunk parties over at eastchester or coligni with the polo kids... i want school to end but i dont want to leave.
Yeah, me && my crew laugh tOO hard && act tOO immature...
but i wouldn't have it ANY other way*
everthing seems so unreal. im about to finish my first year of college.
new york has been... amazing. I GOT TO GET AWAY FROM EVERYONE IN SAN DIEGO. that easily made it a million times better but also, so different. part of me doesnt even want to go back to california for the summer. actually this is prob gonna b the only summer i DO come back. it doesn't help that my best friend has decided to stay in santa cruz :[
i dont kno, i feel like ive changed so much. even the little things. like cmon i run around in DRESSES out here... i dont think anyone can say theyve seen me frolik around in a dress. i feel like i also dont care as much like about what people think anymore. i dont care about their drama. im dealing with my own shit. with my own family drama. and worrying about the friends a would actually kill for. i just dont sweat the petty shit anymore. and i love that.
this city is so.. mesmorizing. not gonna lie, the G L A M O U R sucked me in. the celebrity fillled clubs and lounges and the afterhours clubs. even the bars in the bronx and white plains are always fun.
and the Fordham College crew. Love them. almost as much as my amazinggg roomate Andrea and my suitemates Kim and Lindsay. Ive made some amazing friendships here. were always doin somethign whether its our dinners with our boys across the hall or getting written up for hallway slip n slides and tile ball. drunk parties over at eastchester or coligni with the polo kids... i want school to end but i dont want to leave.
Yeah, me && my crew laugh tOO hard && act tOO immature...
but i wouldn't have it ANY other way*