perfect?
Today was a "blah" kind of day. I dunno, but being back here and going to school really made me miss toronto haha. Don't wanna be back here.
I used to write poetry a lot, but a lot of my poems are gone now and i was really upset about it but i guess its okay. I remember that there was this one poem i wrote called sorry. The whole poem was about things i was sorry for in relationships, friendships, and just about everything. I was soo sorry that i couldn't be different... not the way i was. I was sorry that i couldn't be what everyone wanted to be. A lot has changed since that time and i couldn't be happier with who i am, and now its like "well if people don't like it too bad for them." and i am happy with this attitude. In one of my friends profiles it said "being perfect is about being able to look your friends in the eyes and know u never let them down" and to that friend *you know who you are* i wanted to say that u have never let me down no matter what you think. I hate that so many people strive to be perfect based on others. Perfect is as good as it gets, but that good varies from person to person. There are too many people to please in the world so why not just please the only one that matters? yourself.
"tomorrow is something that can never be, because yesterday is all that fills my mind"
- dwelling sooo much on what used to be has gotten me no where. i've moved on and that is the greatest feeling ever.
everyone come to "les miz" on thursday night. i shall be usher-ing. haha this is probably the most boring job but it sounded amusing just cuz "usher" is hott hott hott (right kendal <33).. so come see me and i shall "usher" you to your seat.
leave me a comment if you've heard the new usher lovers and friends song. or leave one even if you haven't.
also i wanted to try this thing-- leave me 3 questions about anything in your comment and i will answer them. and then u can take the questions you asked and put them in your profile for others to answer! fun right?