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i'm. so. tired.
seriously, i'm so tired i felt stoned today. felt really detached. at times it was like i was tripping, and i could feel my heart whirring in my chest, and i thought i was going to die. note: never spend all night doing theatre coursework when you're ill. damn tom for giving me his illness.
i was really angry today. and everyone, anyone, whoever crossed my line of sight got it full on. especially stupid fucking arrogant cunt mr schaumman, who announces that we're spending his lesson writing the essay he'd already told me to write for homework. so i tell him i've done it, but it's at home, and he's like 'that's not my fault, is it kirsty? and could you put your phone away please? it's very rude'. i was texting kessa. i said 'sorry sir, i need to reply to this text. my friend's in an eating disorder unit weighing 5 stone, and i just need to let her know i'm going to see her on saturday'.
and he says 'oh.'
at the end of the lesson, he says 'sorry to have interrupted that text message' in a really sarcastic voice. so i walk out.
fuck him. wanker.
the only person who didn't come into contact with my wrath was ashraf. it's hard to be angry when you're being cuddled by someone as gorgeously adorable as ash. he got a photo of me and all. how privileged is he.
i want to go to bed now, curl up in a ball and not think about stuff.
FIRSTS
First best friend: lauren, i guess. how things change..
First car: don't have one yet
First screen name: too embarassing to be mentioned..
First self purchased CD: robbie williams and kylie minogue - kids *cringes
First pets: cat
First piercing/tattoo: ears
LASTS
Last cigarette: a week ago *bounces*
Last car ride: about 4 o'clock
Last good cry: long ago.
Last library book checked out: everything, a history of the manic street preachers
Last kiss: iona.
Last crush: eh.. iona.
Last phone call: amy.
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: blue o'neills
Last song played: shoes - jesse james
Last item bought: packet of crisps.
Last annoyance: mr fucking schaumman
Last shirt worn: like a proper shirt? my black one, i guess..
Last website visited: apart from this one, RYL
Last word/s you said: stop it and sit down.
Last song you sang: we are the champions - queen
What color of underwear are you wearing? white, i think.
What's under your bed?: a sofa (i have a cool bunkbed dealie)
What time did you wake up today?: 7
FUTURE
Where do you want to go? away
What is your career going to be? psychologist or translator
Where are you going to live? france?
How many kids do you want? none. ever.
What kind of car(s): porsche boxster, and a figaro cos they're cute
CURRENT
Current mood: tired and angry
Current music: i wanna get high - cypress hill
Current taste: blood (my gum's are fucked..)
Current hair: brown and like a mop
Current clothes: jeans covered in mud, black cardigan, woodie hoodie
Current annoyance(s): EVERYTHING! heh. no, just stupid people.
Current book: mr timothy
Current hate: *shrugs*
UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? nail biting, clothes picking, lip chewing, foot tapping
2. Are you double jointed? yes
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? only the left one
5. Can you blow spit bubble? yep
6. Can you cross your eyes? yep
7. Tattoos? not yet
8. Piercings and where? 6 in my ears, and my lip
9. Do you make your bed daily? course not
CLOTHES
10. Which shoe goes on first? right
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? but of course
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? pocket change, usually
13. What jewelry do you wear? plastic stuff, and earring and my lip bar
FOOD
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? eugh, no!
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate
18. Favorite candy treat? none
19. Ideal bagel? plain, with cream cheese, tomatos and pepper
20. How many cereals in your cabinet? loads
seriously, i'm so tired i felt stoned today. felt really detached. at times it was like i was tripping, and i could feel my heart whirring in my chest, and i thought i was going to die. note: never spend all night doing theatre coursework when you're ill. damn tom for giving me his illness.
i was really angry today. and everyone, anyone, whoever crossed my line of sight got it full on. especially stupid fucking arrogant cunt mr schaumman, who announces that we're spending his lesson writing the essay he'd already told me to write for homework. so i tell him i've done it, but it's at home, and he's like 'that's not my fault, is it kirsty? and could you put your phone away please? it's very rude'. i was texting kessa. i said 'sorry sir, i need to reply to this text. my friend's in an eating disorder unit weighing 5 stone, and i just need to let her know i'm going to see her on saturday'.
and he says 'oh.'
at the end of the lesson, he says 'sorry to have interrupted that text message' in a really sarcastic voice. so i walk out.
fuck him. wanker.
the only person who didn't come into contact with my wrath was ashraf. it's hard to be angry when you're being cuddled by someone as gorgeously adorable as ash. he got a photo of me and all. how privileged is he.
i want to go to bed now, curl up in a ball and not think about stuff.
FIRSTS
First best friend: lauren, i guess. how things change..
First car: don't have one yet
First screen name: too embarassing to be mentioned..
First self purchased CD: robbie williams and kylie minogue - kids *cringes
First pets: cat
First piercing/tattoo: ears
LASTS
Last cigarette: a week ago *bounces*
Last car ride: about 4 o'clock
Last good cry: long ago.
Last library book checked out: everything, a history of the manic street preachers
Last kiss: iona.
Last crush: eh.. iona.
Last phone call: amy.
Last time showered: yesterday
Last shoes worn: blue o'neills
Last song played: shoes - jesse james
Last item bought: packet of crisps.
Last annoyance: mr fucking schaumman
Last shirt worn: like a proper shirt? my black one, i guess..
Last website visited: apart from this one, RYL
Last word/s you said: stop it and sit down.
Last song you sang: we are the champions - queen
What color of underwear are you wearing? white, i think.
What's under your bed?: a sofa (i have a cool bunkbed dealie)
What time did you wake up today?: 7
FUTURE
Where do you want to go? away
What is your career going to be? psychologist or translator
Where are you going to live? france?
How many kids do you want? none. ever.
What kind of car(s): porsche boxster, and a figaro cos they're cute
CURRENT
Current mood: tired and angry
Current music: i wanna get high - cypress hill
Current taste: blood (my gum's are fucked..)
Current hair: brown and like a mop
Current clothes: jeans covered in mud, black cardigan, woodie hoodie
Current annoyance(s): EVERYTHING! heh. no, just stupid people.
Current book: mr timothy
Current hate: *shrugs*
UNIQUE
1. Nervous Habits? nail biting, clothes picking, lip chewing, foot tapping
2. Are you double jointed? yes
3. Can you roll your tongue? yes
4. Can you raise one eyebrow at a time? only the left one
5. Can you blow spit bubble? yep
6. Can you cross your eyes? yep
7. Tattoos? not yet
8. Piercings and where? 6 in my ears, and my lip
9. Do you make your bed daily? course not
CLOTHES
10. Which shoe goes on first? right
11. Speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at anyone? but of course
12. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? pocket change, usually
13. What jewelry do you wear? plastic stuff, and earring and my lip bar
FOOD
15. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
16. Have you ever eaten Spam? eugh, no!
17. Favorite ice cream flavor? chocolate
18. Favorite candy treat? none
19. Ideal bagel? plain, with cream cheese, tomatos and pepper
20. How many cereals in your cabinet? loads