death is so unfair
i just found out that my freinds freind died from wendi..even though i have never meet this person and i dont even know what he looks like its just really sad knowing that someone died..
i really dont get death..i dont understnad why people have to die..i truthfully dont think that "its a part of life" is the answer..there has to be a more detailed reason..but if there isnt i guess "its a part of life" is the answer..but i think its sucha a stupid reason for people to die..
i dont know what i would do if i lost someone that i was close to..espescially any of my freinds..i cry even thinking bout that fact..
the last time that i lost someone was wen i was 9(my grandpa) and personally i feel i was close to him and i still cry about it..and i think the only reason i do is cause i wish he was there to see more memories of me and the rest of the family
i have no clue what i would do if i lost one of my freinds..these people are my world and asking the question where would i be without is not what the question should be..it would be a statement and the statement would be i could not live without them..
until my time comes i guess i have to live life to the fullest and not take anything for granted and i should regret because without regret you dont learn from your mistakes..
i remember about a month ago i thought there was nothing to live for any more and i started doing shit i shouldnt've done and now as i look bak i think about how stupid i am and that there is so much more to live for
<33 laurz
my biggest fear : death
questions: whats your biggest fear? and are you afriad of death?(please tell the truth)