So Much To Do; So Many Hours In A Day
You know that really bad feeling you get when you realize you definitely don't understand what you once thought you did?
Yeah.
I have that.
Weekends around here, I find, are the most unproductive. I really just can't find any motivation for me to get my butt out of my dorm and actually work on things, so I sit here and just... I don't even KNOW what I do, I never end up doing proper work. I mean, my main aim this semester is just to pass all my courses, but ohh my goodness I just am seriously lacking the motivation right now. I think it's just because everything seems to happen all at once, and once I fall behind in one course, I fall behind in everything else. And then motivating myself to do anything when I'm in my room just... doesn't happen. It's 1:00 in the morning and I'm writing a livejournal entry, I mean seriously. I really don't know what to do. Except, I DO know what I have to do, I need to sit down and study properly. I'm just always so distracted! Oh school. How I do wish I had a break from you, already. It doesn't even help that I'm not terribly happy with my roommate right now, but I don't really think it's that big of an issue to bring up.
Solitude. That's what I need. And maybe a hug. I miss hugs.