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ok so i havent updated since christmas time, ha.
spring break next week. im looking forward to snowboarding in vt, but not much else. matts going to south padre and im miserable. im trying not to be, but that horrible feeling is in my stomach. i hope its wrong. but i guess we will see. this sucks.
i feel like everyone is going away to someplace warm and i am so jealous. i dont want to be this miserable. i swear if im like this over break i will be so mad at myself. i just need to make the best of it i guess. fuck.
i miss the marlboro crew...and cant wait until summer. i want it to be warmmmm. i want to go to the beach.
yeah ok im gone.
<3nicole
spring break next week. im looking forward to snowboarding in vt, but not much else. matts going to south padre and im miserable. im trying not to be, but that horrible feeling is in my stomach. i hope its wrong. but i guess we will see. this sucks.
i feel like everyone is going away to someplace warm and i am so jealous. i dont want to be this miserable. i swear if im like this over break i will be so mad at myself. i just need to make the best of it i guess. fuck.
i miss the marlboro crew...and cant wait until summer. i want it to be warmmmm. i want to go to the beach.
yeah ok im gone.
<3nicole