extremly a long time since i wrote in this...
alright here it goes...theres been a lot of shit that has happened since the last time i wrote in this...so me and matt...that situation i have no idea whats goin on with that broken not broken? so confused i think im gonna give up on it...im also extremly sick at the moment..my cousins other little cousin gave it to me..spend one day over there and come home all sick and gross i feel like shit. i also got grounded im not n e more tho well at least i don't think so. or else it doesn't really matter. i came home really really smashed and got in a huge fight with my mom. like i was completely fucked up. i drank 2 40's of beer on a empty tummy so i was well fucked up. supposily i called matt like 4 times, i dun remember that. i yelled and cussed at my mom cuz she pissed me off but she was drunk too. we are exactly alike when we drink, we stumble, can't speak at all and pick little fights. im a little shit when im drunk hehe =). but yes i got in soo much shit for that but then the next day i did it again *blushes* this time i drank 1 and 1/2 of 40's of beer and smoked a blunt and a joint =)...i ended up passing out on my floor cuz i couldn't make it to my bed...thank god they didn't notice me lying completely fucked on my bedroom floor. good times with my friends i must say hehe. this past weekend my aunt and uncle came over, the ones where i drink and smoke pot with them at my cottage. my aunt hugged me and was like i have a little something for us a bit later. that made my night. even tho i got in shit for drinkin i was still sittin around the table drinkin beer with my family =) hehe i love it. i also drank for my sisters b-day dinner. my grandma and aunts and uncles came over and we all got smashed =) good times hehe shooters with my uncle once again just like christmas. tequilla rose w00t w00t! well this weekend i am possibly going up north with meg to go to a kegger of marshalls. he told me i had to come so i guess im going =P...i get to see cody too! im excited..he has to work on saturday tho =( thats when the kegger is 3-11 which sucks but i'll see him somehow or i'll be sooo upset <333 he rocks <333 i lover that kid <333...schools been going alright except for the constant blazing on lunch to the point to where i have no idea wtf is goin on in bio cuz i haven't been sober to that class once yet. its not like me to smoke so much weed but lately i have been. damn you derek, leanne, shannon stef, steph and the list goes on hehe <3 all you guys rock tho. well n e ways i feel like imma pass out over here so imma go lie down..<333