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currently living at my brothers house.
it absolutely blows.
im not going to get into it because i have no other place to go so i have to act like it doesnt bother me and try to get along with everyone.
on the lighter side,
i love juan so so so so much! things are really fantastic lately. tonight i went to his house and we shot his BB gun at a target we drew on a cardboard box. it was really fun and he showed me this toy he used to play with when he was a kid in peru. i loved it and hearing about it and i know he loves that i love it. then...he did the coolest thing and blew off his friends on saturday night and took me to dinner instead! then we went back to his house watched a movie and cuddled. it was perfect.
i feel like our relationship is growing even more. we absolutely love each other. and i caught him looking at me when we were watching the movie and the way he looked at me was so cute...a look like "im so lucky". he also loaned me money to make my car payment the other day. i was gunna pay him back half later that night but he wouldnt let me cuz he wanted me to use that money to eat. hes so awesome!
so even though things suck so bad,
just having him makes everything seem unimportant.
tomorrows fathers day, i was gunna take daddy to the beach, escape the house and situation but noooo, EVERYONE is coming with. ugh whatever.
it absolutely blows.
im not going to get into it because i have no other place to go so i have to act like it doesnt bother me and try to get along with everyone.
on the lighter side,
i love juan so so so so much! things are really fantastic lately. tonight i went to his house and we shot his BB gun at a target we drew on a cardboard box. it was really fun and he showed me this toy he used to play with when he was a kid in peru. i loved it and hearing about it and i know he loves that i love it. then...he did the coolest thing and blew off his friends on saturday night and took me to dinner instead! then we went back to his house watched a movie and cuddled. it was perfect.
i feel like our relationship is growing even more. we absolutely love each other. and i caught him looking at me when we were watching the movie and the way he looked at me was so cute...a look like "im so lucky". he also loaned me money to make my car payment the other day. i was gunna pay him back half later that night but he wouldnt let me cuz he wanted me to use that money to eat. hes so awesome!
so even though things suck so bad,
just having him makes everything seem unimportant.
tomorrows fathers day, i was gunna take daddy to the beach, escape the house and situation but noooo, EVERYONE is coming with. ugh whatever.