change.
well the packing has commenced.
my house looks so weird, my rooms empty, it sucks. me and my dad are moving in with my brother and his family until shit gets better. i dont think im gunna be able to handle it. i cant keep any of my furniture cept for my dresser cuz it wont fit in the shit tiny room that i get....at least i get a room. i told my dad i would prolly not be home much but i feel bad burdening my friends to stay at their houses.
electricity will be shut off any day now. my paycheck on friday is gunna blow since camila and cailen came to visit for a week and i took off.
on top of all this shit, we had to take my dad to the E.R. the other day. turns out it was just kidney stones but god did it give me a fucking heartattack. without my daddy i have nothing. had to skip out of a 9 hour shift at work that day too.
and the next day i woke up with the king of all sinus infections. im STILL sick as shit, but i cant afford to go to the doctor. god i sound soooo melodramatic but its fucking true. i dont know how to be poor...well that didnt sound right but seriously, my dad has like 30 fcking dollars to his name right now.
sometimes i wonder why some people (good people) always go through the worst shit.
i dont think its really fair.
i need a way to make alot of money fast,
or a miracle.
my house looks so weird, my rooms empty, it sucks. me and my dad are moving in with my brother and his family until shit gets better. i dont think im gunna be able to handle it. i cant keep any of my furniture cept for my dresser cuz it wont fit in the shit tiny room that i get....at least i get a room. i told my dad i would prolly not be home much but i feel bad burdening my friends to stay at their houses.
electricity will be shut off any day now. my paycheck on friday is gunna blow since camila and cailen came to visit for a week and i took off.
on top of all this shit, we had to take my dad to the E.R. the other day. turns out it was just kidney stones but god did it give me a fucking heartattack. without my daddy i have nothing. had to skip out of a 9 hour shift at work that day too.
and the next day i woke up with the king of all sinus infections. im STILL sick as shit, but i cant afford to go to the doctor. god i sound soooo melodramatic but its fucking true. i dont know how to be poor...well that didnt sound right but seriously, my dad has like 30 fcking dollars to his name right now.
sometimes i wonder why some people (good people) always go through the worst shit.
i dont think its really fair.
i need a way to make alot of money fast,
or a miracle.