Oct 28, 2004 20:37
Finally got this thing working. Today has been okay, but when I got home I just felt like crying =(.. then my mam told me to turn the music down and I was nearly crying! When she went to badminton.. i just burst out.. I couldnt help it. Im so fucking agaitated.. if thats the right word (probably not). Just anything little has made me feel so angry or upset .. I wish I knew why :@ .. and every time I look in the mirror I just see a fat ugly bitch .. It might not be true .. but thats what I see..
Some fucking stupid company likes texting me .. costing £1.50 to recieve a "ringtone" .. i havent got this ringtone yet. I'v texted stop a few times but hmm i still get these texts. It's so fucking annoying. Even that makes me wanna smash my phone up in a million bits.
ARHHHHH! ... heh feel a little bit better after that.. bet everyone thinks Im a psycho now =( ahh well ..
Bath soon x x