miss me

[x_staringgirl_x]

i miss my old room
i miss juli
i miss being in love
i miss gill
i miss murray (already)
i miss kiri
i miss sabi
i miss kat
i miss flava
god forbid i even miss joe
i miss school
i miss hearing all my favourite songs for the first time
i miss all the residents that have passed away this year
i miss being well
i miss being happy
i miss feeling secure
i miss being a bunny
i miss my scar free body
i miss looking in the mirror and not seeing and person i hate
i miss rene
i miss the necklace i gave back
i miss words meaning something (every letter)
i miss being me aged 9and a 1/2
i miss karen

really very depressed today, worse than i've been for a while , but the past few days have just been rough and i dont really know what to do.
i dont particularly want to cheer up but i promise i will in time for drinks with muzza and co. on saturday. lonely nights at sea...

oh and i miss amanda palmer, i would do it all again and cry this time...its the closest i've been in a long time.

much love x