My parents got me a puppy! Whoever said money doesn't buy happiness obviously didn't spend $1,200 on a puppy. Because, c'mon, puppies make every situation okay.
I don't blame Keith for me being sick for the past year and a half, but he was definitely keeping me sick. I'm glad it's over, and I'm glad I went through his email, otherwise I'm sure we would be back together with him within a week or two. He sent me a text message saying I was a "crazy stupid bitch" among other things. Finally, after all this time, I'm seeing that he's the one that's not worth it. He tried to tell me that I was jumping to conclusions, and he never asked for all of those pictures (in multiple emails from the jezebel) and that he never wanted to hook up with her. I guess jacking off in front of a computer is acceptable. Whateve.
I went out to dinner with an old girl friend I used to work with at Sunbrook tonight. It was nice to talk with someone about stupid things and be silly again. After being in an unhealthy relationship for so long, it's so relieving to go out with someone and be happy to be there. I want to go out dancing with girl friends and actually act my age and have fun. That is definitely going to start happening again. Maybe everything does happen for a reason.
I have three potential dates for this weekend, so this should be interesting. Maybe I'll actually experience what a "real" date is, this time around. Maybe I'll just go out with some girls and have some fun that is long overdue and deserved.
Talking to Elaine was really good, and I feel bad for "hating" her all of this time. I'm definitely stubborn, and always have to learn things the hard way.
So, I suppose this was a learning experience. I'm glad I can finally move on in a positive way.
This is the only boy I need in my life...