Feb 14, 2008 02:44
1.35am, i'm on the phone with W, feeling more fucked up than ever. we are talking about the same old shit each week brings us, and i look around me. my bed is in a mess, i have tissue all over. i look like a mess. smudged eyeliner, red eyed, tear stained.
there is a double line, L is waiting for me to pick up the call. and when i do she asks me to come to my door. i put W on hold, and when i got to my door i see L. she is sitting on my stairs, the same stairs that R surprised me in the last time.
she's holding a red coloured piece of paper in one hand and a huge, bright, happy, yellow sunflower in the other.
and the message read:
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dearest sheryl,
happy valentine's day. this day is nothing. but i want to tell you that i love you x infinity & i hope you won't be so upset on this day. celebrate love; love for your family, love for your friends. (love for me :D)
you know you've got me till the end.
<3 for always,
laura"
i was just telling W that i was hoping to receive flowers this valentine's unlike the past few i've had. and well, just when i needed a sunflower to cheer me up the most, the loveliest girl arrives. and only she will do something like that for me :)
i have the best friends. i love you L. always.
& i love you W, for always being my lifeline.
& to the rest.
happy valentine's all of you.