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today was probably the worst day i've had in a long time. i guess this whole week has been kind of a down-er. I haven't been able to see Andy outside of school as much as i'd love to, which adds to the frustration.
i hate people that do not think before they speak. i think most people will agree. but when you say something of that calibur to someone like me *ahem* i will get very angry and upset.
on a lighter note, courtney ferron and laura darlak are still making me smile when they decide to come to school. and without andy, i don't think i would be able to go on. yeah, you try and find a boy that listens... LISTENS! i found one. and i think i'll keep him around for awhile. haha. ♥.
school's been kinda hectic with grades and classes ending and such. lots of projects and definitly not enough time. but i dunno, i really think i just need to learn how to relax. i don't know how.
thank you to those who found mine and andy's story rather entertaining. haha.
SARA HERTER MAKES MY 'EFFING DAY.
i also realized that i can't wait to get the hell out of here. i just want to leave. like in 9th and 10th grade, i couldn't believe that in a few years i would have to leave my family (pssh) and most of all my friends and go off to some foreign place and meet new people. i was scared to death and i didn't want to go. now, i say screw it and i can't wait to leave. i can't wait to dorm, no matter where i am. UB, dorming. Fredonia, dorming, just so that i don't have to live at home anymore. i still don't want to like, pack up everything and ship myself off to like, california. but i don't want to be dependant anymore. i want to live by my own standards, make my own mistakes, fuck up everything and have to get it back together ON MY OWN, and i want to LIVE. have fun. i'd say get trashed and go crazy but i don't drink. i think you catch my drift.
but then there will be the ones that i truely miss whom i will text/IM/or Call at least once a day. probably IM 'cause it's free and i'm cheap.
the length of this is rediculous. my condolences to the poor souls willing to read thus far. i love you. haha.
this mono thing, even though i'm "getting over it" is still kicking my ass. i'm always tired and it's rediculous. i come home, and sleep. i can't take it anymore.
DOES ANYONE ELSE OR DOES ANYONE KNOW OF ANYONE ELSE THAT IS IN THE SPLIT CHEM CLASS DURING A & C NEXT HALF WITH MRS. GECK? I DON'T KNOW OF ANYONE.
ugh. i feel better now. thank you.
i hate people that do not think before they speak. i think most people will agree. but when you say something of that calibur to someone like me *ahem* i will get very angry and upset.
on a lighter note, courtney ferron and laura darlak are still making me smile when they decide to come to school. and without andy, i don't think i would be able to go on. yeah, you try and find a boy that listens... LISTENS! i found one. and i think i'll keep him around for awhile. haha. ♥.
school's been kinda hectic with grades and classes ending and such. lots of projects and definitly not enough time. but i dunno, i really think i just need to learn how to relax. i don't know how.
thank you to those who found mine and andy's story rather entertaining. haha.
SARA HERTER MAKES MY 'EFFING DAY.
i also realized that i can't wait to get the hell out of here. i just want to leave. like in 9th and 10th grade, i couldn't believe that in a few years i would have to leave my family (pssh) and most of all my friends and go off to some foreign place and meet new people. i was scared to death and i didn't want to go. now, i say screw it and i can't wait to leave. i can't wait to dorm, no matter where i am. UB, dorming. Fredonia, dorming, just so that i don't have to live at home anymore. i still don't want to like, pack up everything and ship myself off to like, california. but i don't want to be dependant anymore. i want to live by my own standards, make my own mistakes, fuck up everything and have to get it back together ON MY OWN, and i want to LIVE. have fun. i'd say get trashed and go crazy but i don't drink. i think you catch my drift.
but then there will be the ones that i truely miss whom i will text/IM/or Call at least once a day. probably IM 'cause it's free and i'm cheap.
the length of this is rediculous. my condolences to the poor souls willing to read thus far. i love you. haha.
this mono thing, even though i'm "getting over it" is still kicking my ass. i'm always tired and it's rediculous. i come home, and sleep. i can't take it anymore.
DOES ANYONE ELSE OR DOES ANYONE KNOW OF ANYONE ELSE THAT IS IN THE SPLIT CHEM CLASS DURING A & C NEXT HALF WITH MRS. GECK? I DON'T KNOW OF ANYONE.
ugh. i feel better now. thank you.