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[x_slutfacewhore]

i found chelsea's so i thought i should update.

hell. life right now is hell. its not hectic anymore. dance is over. that takes away my hectic lifestyle.

right now its hell.
im adly in love with a girl who doesnt love me as back.

i have so many crushes on other girls its not even funny.

especially when a few of them are out of state.
the others cant open their eys and realize i like them.
although only a few of them are even bisexual. or lesbian.

i have a crush on almost any boy i lay my eyes on.

and i still have a crush on R..S which is really not a good thing at all.
no.
he has a gf so i should just shut the fuck up and get him out of my head.
but hes sincerly nice.

unlike other assholes from the pinkeye.

it showd that david sent me a message from an email. but when i went to check my messages there wasnt one from him.

i dont miss him. or do i? yeah i do.

i have a crush on boy. but hes out of state.
and another. and another.

i fall to easily and its so fucking hard for me to get out of it.

=[

i want to crawl up in a hole and enver get out.

i need help.

besides the meds and the shrink... i need help.

♥Kellie.