ponder-ment
so yeah OMG like whoa this is my first post on LJ in forever!! *throws a party* so yeah i dont want to cross post anymore, so im actually going to write a special entry for LJ. whoot!! i hope that makes all of the readers out there feel special. so my random statement of the day: me + lisa successfully auditioned for our specialty number!! *joy* so that was cool.
on a more somber note, i think a lot of my friendships are dying. ...it sucks, alot... it contributes to the really lonely feeling i get all the time, and knowing that i've lost 3 of my best friends just makes me feel like dirt. everything with evan is dead. everything with eric is dead. everything with hannah is being murdered as we speak. everything im saying is so morbid. *apologies*
anyways, moving on to bigger and better things, im hungry. aka t-day is approaching like whoa. isnt that exciting? i think it kind of is. hmm... i want to make my LJ uniquely different from my xanga and my GJ (yeah, i know, im a journal whore) and WHOOT i got a myspace!! its so exciting; i just have to figure out how to work it now!!
do doot de bop... i've been really wacky and crazy lately and im not quite sure why. *party* maybe its the OJ i've been drinking... me and igor proved that OJ makes us hyper. yeaaahhh... kay that topic is done with *burns*
i think im too random. hmm.
*goes off to read a book* have a happy break, will post later.
on a more somber note, i think a lot of my friendships are dying. ...it sucks, alot... it contributes to the really lonely feeling i get all the time, and knowing that i've lost 3 of my best friends just makes me feel like dirt. everything with evan is dead. everything with eric is dead. everything with hannah is being murdered as we speak. everything im saying is so morbid. *apologies*
anyways, moving on to bigger and better things, im hungry. aka t-day is approaching like whoa. isnt that exciting? i think it kind of is. hmm... i want to make my LJ uniquely different from my xanga and my GJ (yeah, i know, im a journal whore) and WHOOT i got a myspace!! its so exciting; i just have to figure out how to work it now!!
do doot de bop... i've been really wacky and crazy lately and im not quite sure why. *party* maybe its the OJ i've been drinking... me and igor proved that OJ makes us hyper. yeaaahhh... kay that topic is done with *burns*
i think im too random. hmm.
*goes off to read a book* have a happy break, will post later.