Feb 09, 2005 16:47
i dont want to go to winter percussion.
i hate being in the same room as evan.
its just this weird psychological thing where i get uberpissed/upset just being around him. UGH. somebody assasinate him, plz.
so my spyinvasion thing didnt go how i wanted it to, but it went the way i expected/dreaded. a load of blahblahblah and concluded with a 'if he's got a prob w/ me, he can talk to me about it himself.'
well fuck, that defeats the purpose, now doesnt it?
flippinfuckadoodle.
slap me. i cant belive i just typed that.
anyways...
decided to become a (mostly) emotionless void. i'll still be happy/peppy, but i'll be happy/peppy ALLTHETIME! ^_^ (happy/peppy face) im not going to feel anything bad anymore. and if ppl give up on me, then i'll give up on them. and if ppl dont care about me, then i wont care about them. if ppl hate me, well, i dont give a flying fuck. they can go die for all i care.
ha. for all i care. HAHA. i dont care. what a pun.
and so i begin my days as a (mostly) emotionless void.
hugme.