Take this razor.

[x_sids_dream]

R.I.P
John Holohan.
A time completly unecessary.

I didnt really know much about the band but ive heard alot of their music. I though they were a moving band. Like they had something to offer to make me get through my days easier than before.
I guess bad things happen to the best people. I dont like how this works. =\

so onto my rant.
i have a problem with a boy. Hes going to remain nameless, if you really care to know, just ask me.
i fell for him, hard, i never would have thought i would at all.
its so weird.
Theres things telling me he likes me, but then theres others telling me he is just using me for the hookups hes getting. it hurts because if thats all he wants ill feel completly vulnerable. and that isnt really appealing. umm yeah, maybe its how i look and act, i know im ugly and chubby, its not working for me. Theres so much i need to change about myself. i have so many flaws. i can pick out like 10 off the top of my head.

I need to drastically change myself. i dont like where this is heading.
its scary.

I just want a boy to care for me, and make me feel wanted. ill never have that. ever.