Nuts!
The nut epidemic is spreading and it's great! LOL
So far, we have these nuts in our circle:
Chestnut, Waltnut, Hazelnut, Peanut, Grapenut, Left Nut, Stretch Nuts, Busta Nut (LOL), Coconut, Right Nut, Nutcracker, Deez Nuts, Numb Nuts, and Harry Nut.
*dies laughing*
I am loving my social life lately, haha.
So yeah. Like I was saying last time I wrote- life is just about perfect for me now.
I love my job, I love my friends, I love my musical options right now. I might be getting a band together, but it's nothing serious. I have shit to take care of first, but songwriting and collaboration is in the works pretty much. Stretch Nuts (Sean) being the main motive behind that- thank god for him. It makes me feel good that someone in a great band actually thinks highly enough of me to push me to persue something similar. Rock on. I dont know how Suzy's gonna feel about that, but that's okay. I'll have to just let go of my fears of confiding in her. I just really dislike competition and I am starting to wonder whether she'll be supportive or skeptical.
So last night was the Curse Icon and Trendkill show. I didn't get to go to the Miami show because Sara couldn't come get us before hand. Long story.
But being the pains in the ass Hazelnut and I can be- we got the Curse Icon crew to hook us up for the second show. Something was up with Trendkill last night. It was like everyone except Kev, Markus, Mikie, and Papa had something against me. I was like "whoa... this doesn't feel right at all."
Three people called me a traitor for wearing a fucking Curse Icon teeshirt. I'm really confused. What happened to compainionship and togetherness in the scene that some of the bands now -especially Curse Icon- try to promote? What happened to the tight-knit group of people that just wanted to play music and have a good time? There's definately something off in the universe. I've known that for a long ass time, but now I'm starting to get really annoyed with it.
Anyway, so last night was strange, but it turned out well for me. Eric and I spent a good amount of time curled up together on the couch at Surf Cafe. I'm glad Chris didn't show up, like he said he was going to. I felt so great there all wrapped up in Eric's arms, though. It's nice to have someone to hold onto again. Someone real, though. Not like Markus. This is nothing like Markus.
And Peanut (Kiana) told Hazelnut last night to tell me "not to listen to what Sean says because when Eric likes a girl- he really likes her and [treats her very well]."
This is good news for me. This makes me happy. Anyway, I gotta go. I'm at my parents house right now to see Savannah and I'm really emotional and want to cram this last hour with her as much as possible. I miss her so much... I know I'll end up crying when I leave again.
SOON. Things will be solid again soon. They just have to be. I can do this.
So far, we have these nuts in our circle:
Chestnut, Waltnut, Hazelnut, Peanut, Grapenut, Left Nut, Stretch Nuts, Busta Nut (LOL), Coconut, Right Nut, Nutcracker, Deez Nuts, Numb Nuts, and Harry Nut.
*dies laughing*
I am loving my social life lately, haha.
So yeah. Like I was saying last time I wrote- life is just about perfect for me now.
I love my job, I love my friends, I love my musical options right now. I might be getting a band together, but it's nothing serious. I have shit to take care of first, but songwriting and collaboration is in the works pretty much. Stretch Nuts (Sean) being the main motive behind that- thank god for him. It makes me feel good that someone in a great band actually thinks highly enough of me to push me to persue something similar. Rock on. I dont know how Suzy's gonna feel about that, but that's okay. I'll have to just let go of my fears of confiding in her. I just really dislike competition and I am starting to wonder whether she'll be supportive or skeptical.
So last night was the Curse Icon and Trendkill show. I didn't get to go to the Miami show because Sara couldn't come get us before hand. Long story.
But being the pains in the ass Hazelnut and I can be- we got the Curse Icon crew to hook us up for the second show. Something was up with Trendkill last night. It was like everyone except Kev, Markus, Mikie, and Papa had something against me. I was like "whoa... this doesn't feel right at all."
Three people called me a traitor for wearing a fucking Curse Icon teeshirt. I'm really confused. What happened to compainionship and togetherness in the scene that some of the bands now -especially Curse Icon- try to promote? What happened to the tight-knit group of people that just wanted to play music and have a good time? There's definately something off in the universe. I've known that for a long ass time, but now I'm starting to get really annoyed with it.
Anyway, so last night was strange, but it turned out well for me. Eric and I spent a good amount of time curled up together on the couch at Surf Cafe. I'm glad Chris didn't show up, like he said he was going to. I felt so great there all wrapped up in Eric's arms, though. It's nice to have someone to hold onto again. Someone real, though. Not like Markus. This is nothing like Markus.
And Peanut (Kiana) told Hazelnut last night to tell me "not to listen to what Sean says because when Eric likes a girl- he really likes her and [treats her very well]."
This is good news for me. This makes me happy. Anyway, I gotta go. I'm at my parents house right now to see Savannah and I'm really emotional and want to cram this last hour with her as much as possible. I miss her so much... I know I'll end up crying when I leave again.
SOON. Things will be solid again soon. They just have to be. I can do this.