She should call herself Pussy instead of Kat.
Ugh. Kat... *shudders*
This girl is so insecure with herself that she's completely dependant on attention.
Whenever any guy gives her a second's notice, she becomes obsessive and obnoxious.
Examples: Ryan, Sean, Rudi, that guy in Georgia... MONEY. She's never had a real relationship- and it's NOT ONLY because she looks like a beastly oompa loompa.
She's so manipulative! She uses the internet (especially myspace) as a tool of favor because that's the only thing she has to offer. She overwhelms people with compulsive task offerings and proceeds with her psychotic strategy. She does things for people so that she can control them. And although her attempts to boost others' self-worth seem pure at heart, she only tries to help other people so that she wont have to deal with her own self-loathing.
Seriously, she's so miserable that her dependance on acceptance mutates into scandelous game-playing because when that truth hits her at night, while she's crying to the posters on her wall (which is a whole other leage supporting the same ball game), all that self-pitty triggers her defenses and depression induces anger, which refeuls that cycle of manipulative bullshit.
So here's where this rant comes into play...
I know this girl so well because I used to live with her. She and her dad helped me out of a really sticky situation and supported me while I got back on my feet. And it's not that I'm ungrateful, because I'm not. I know I couldn't have done it without her. So when I realized her issues, I tried to help her. I took her out and introduced her to all my friends downtown and I tried to make her feel a little better about herself with makeup and I used to tweeze her eyebrows for her and stuff like that. I convinced her that her giant breasts were not all she had to offer anybody, although I didn't say anything out loud when she played that feature up WAY beyond the annoying point to any and everyone she encountered...
Anyway, long story short- she went TOTALLY 'single white female' on me!
So I wasn't myself around her anymore. I started trying to be someone else in front of her- someone she wouldn't want to be like anymore. I ended up lying to her about certain things and playing up certain other things that weren't even true... I got lost in her game and I basicly was trying anything to get the fuck out of that web of misconstruity.
So finally, I just cut her off completely. I knew she'd still be around, but I didn't think she'd so desperately try to hold onto whatever grip she thought she had on me personally.
It started out with her emailing my boyfriend- trying to play her PATHETIC, "oh, you can talk to me about it... i'll kiss your ass while you inadvertantly sell me your soul" card she so often uses...
So I called her out. I made a public online announcement that she needed to back off and stay out of my relationship because she's not welcome in my life anymore. And I stand my ground in doing that because I got multiple compliments and support from even those closest to her.
So what does the psycho bitch do?
Last night, she "cornered" (as Chris put it) my boyfriend in the mall and went on and on telling him that I cheat on him and that our friends want nothing to do with me, etc. She said that DJ Money (aka Chris #2.. or "HER Chris" as Kat refers to him as... HAHAHA how funny is that?) stopped calling us because he "doesn't want to get in between me, Chris, and Alex". WTF?! I just fucking went and saw Money like last week or something like that. And if she wants to bring Money into it, fine. I don't care if I hurt her feelings or not- she wants to insist I'm some big two-faced slut? Okay, I'll admit that. I used to be a two-faced friend to her, and that might come off as being a slut because guess what? I fooled around with Money (the love of her life) behind her back. Oops. Oh well. The pictures of Lori in his house is NOT why he stopped anything from happening between her and him that night. He just wants nothing to do with her sexually and in fact, he yelled at me the next day for leaving him alone with her! So who's laughing now, huh?
And she insisted that HOUSE said I'd be cast out of our circle of friends because he's got her back over mine?!?! What the fuck. I would never bring other friends into that stupid shit. She's got some fucking balls, I'll tell you that much. That just goes to show how stupid she's being.
I didn't even do anything to provoke this girl, that's what's so messed up about it.
What? Is she THAT insanely insecure and jealous of me that she has to try and ruin my life?
She's trying to turn my friends against me and she's obviously trying to replace me downtown, which doesn't even MATTER to me because I'm not obsessed like she is- I have a thousand and three quotes from many people down there that could hurt her, but I'm not pulling them into her petty little battle for the spotlight. So here's the thing- TAKE IT, DUMBASS. I don't want it. I never gave a flying sack of catshit for that spotlight. I'm just all about having fun and living all about the music with the people who matter most to me, no matter how much she tries to disrupt that.
It's never going to work.
So Kat can do three things now... ( I can't wait to say this to her, either.. lol)
"You can CHECK YOURSELF, you can certainly GO FUCK YOURSELF, and you BEST GET OVER YOURSELF. Because I'm not putting up with your shit, ya fucking drama queen.
I don't even feel sorry for you anymore. You pitty yourself far too much for anyone else to."
END RANT. :-)
This girl is so insecure with herself that she's completely dependant on attention.
Whenever any guy gives her a second's notice, she becomes obsessive and obnoxious.
Examples: Ryan, Sean, Rudi, that guy in Georgia... MONEY. She's never had a real relationship- and it's NOT ONLY because she looks like a beastly oompa loompa.
She's so manipulative! She uses the internet (especially myspace) as a tool of favor because that's the only thing she has to offer. She overwhelms people with compulsive task offerings and proceeds with her psychotic strategy. She does things for people so that she can control them. And although her attempts to boost others' self-worth seem pure at heart, she only tries to help other people so that she wont have to deal with her own self-loathing.
Seriously, she's so miserable that her dependance on acceptance mutates into scandelous game-playing because when that truth hits her at night, while she's crying to the posters on her wall (which is a whole other leage supporting the same ball game), all that self-pitty triggers her defenses and depression induces anger, which refeuls that cycle of manipulative bullshit.
So here's where this rant comes into play...
I know this girl so well because I used to live with her. She and her dad helped me out of a really sticky situation and supported me while I got back on my feet. And it's not that I'm ungrateful, because I'm not. I know I couldn't have done it without her. So when I realized her issues, I tried to help her. I took her out and introduced her to all my friends downtown and I tried to make her feel a little better about herself with makeup and I used to tweeze her eyebrows for her and stuff like that. I convinced her that her giant breasts were not all she had to offer anybody, although I didn't say anything out loud when she played that feature up WAY beyond the annoying point to any and everyone she encountered...
Anyway, long story short- she went TOTALLY 'single white female' on me!
So I wasn't myself around her anymore. I started trying to be someone else in front of her- someone she wouldn't want to be like anymore. I ended up lying to her about certain things and playing up certain other things that weren't even true... I got lost in her game and I basicly was trying anything to get the fuck out of that web of misconstruity.
So finally, I just cut her off completely. I knew she'd still be around, but I didn't think she'd so desperately try to hold onto whatever grip she thought she had on me personally.
It started out with her emailing my boyfriend- trying to play her PATHETIC, "oh, you can talk to me about it... i'll kiss your ass while you inadvertantly sell me your soul" card she so often uses...
So I called her out. I made a public online announcement that she needed to back off and stay out of my relationship because she's not welcome in my life anymore. And I stand my ground in doing that because I got multiple compliments and support from even those closest to her.
So what does the psycho bitch do?
Last night, she "cornered" (as Chris put it) my boyfriend in the mall and went on and on telling him that I cheat on him and that our friends want nothing to do with me, etc. She said that DJ Money (aka Chris #2.. or "HER Chris" as Kat refers to him as... HAHAHA how funny is that?) stopped calling us because he "doesn't want to get in between me, Chris, and Alex". WTF?! I just fucking went and saw Money like last week or something like that. And if she wants to bring Money into it, fine. I don't care if I hurt her feelings or not- she wants to insist I'm some big two-faced slut? Okay, I'll admit that. I used to be a two-faced friend to her, and that might come off as being a slut because guess what? I fooled around with Money (the love of her life) behind her back. Oops. Oh well. The pictures of Lori in his house is NOT why he stopped anything from happening between her and him that night. He just wants nothing to do with her sexually and in fact, he yelled at me the next day for leaving him alone with her! So who's laughing now, huh?
And she insisted that HOUSE said I'd be cast out of our circle of friends because he's got her back over mine?!?! What the fuck. I would never bring other friends into that stupid shit. She's got some fucking balls, I'll tell you that much. That just goes to show how stupid she's being.
I didn't even do anything to provoke this girl, that's what's so messed up about it.
What? Is she THAT insanely insecure and jealous of me that she has to try and ruin my life?
She's trying to turn my friends against me and she's obviously trying to replace me downtown, which doesn't even MATTER to me because I'm not obsessed like she is- I have a thousand and three quotes from many people down there that could hurt her, but I'm not pulling them into her petty little battle for the spotlight. So here's the thing- TAKE IT, DUMBASS. I don't want it. I never gave a flying sack of catshit for that spotlight. I'm just all about having fun and living all about the music with the people who matter most to me, no matter how much she tries to disrupt that.
It's never going to work.
So Kat can do three things now... ( I can't wait to say this to her, either.. lol)
"You can CHECK YOURSELF, you can certainly GO FUCK YOURSELF, and you BEST GET OVER YOURSELF. Because I'm not putting up with your shit, ya fucking drama queen.
I don't even feel sorry for you anymore. You pitty yourself far too much for anyone else to."
END RANT. :-)