Jun 24, 2006 14:04
This is the happiest I've been in a long time. I'm happy with myself and I'm exactly where I want to be in life.
Bryant and I are officially Bryant and Amy again. It took as a year and a half to stabilize after our... ordeal. It's been on and off, but it's here. for sure. That makes me feel great. Having to sneak around isn't fun, but oh well. It's a rush, but things could be so much easier. After all of this, it's amazing that we can just act like nothing ever happened. We both matured a lot. This is great.
On another note, the MacBook owns you.
On another other note, I am frustrated. Very frustrated. With Frank. How can I love him so much yet be so frustrated? We are so different, but have similar interests. He is my foil. Ugh. I don't know if that road is the one I want to go down. I don't know if it will make me happy. We argue a lot. I instigate it, but... *sigh* I'm just not happy with that.