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hahaha so i'm totally writing this not sober.
i should be going to bed or something but i dont think i'll be sleeping tonight. so i'll start from the beginning of tonight.
i was about to go over to arnold's when my mom told me my stepdad went to urgent care and that i couldn't drive, but since i said i was going to mary's house and i was gonna see her anyways i had her come and pick me up and we went to my park so we could talk, but there was most definitely some scary people hiding there lol so we left and went to a different park, but decided that we needed playdough. theeen went to target, got some (god i have a dirty mind), then we left some presents for the cart boys there lol. we picked up some caution tape and then mary dropped me off at arnolds.
man, i love that girl!! mary= my other half.
i'm so proud of myself cuz i can actually type pretty well when the room is spinning.
so i get there.... have pretty much nothing... and i'm gone. idk if its cuz i wanted to be gone or cuz i really was, but ya lol. i was having soooo much fun when my mom called at like 11:45 and said my stepdad was having surgery and i had to go home. ahhhh i'm trying so hard to be sober but its not working lol. I'm being so selfish right now. even though i know pete could be dying or something scary all i want is to go back to the party and have fun.
my birthdays are always fucked up. last year my brother was in the ER so i missed my own surprise party. gosh, my family cant go for a year without having a major surgery ;P
so ya, blaine took me home and here i am... not tired at all cuz i'm fucking drunk and wishing i was partying.
i guess.....
happy birthday to me.....
Ashley Elaine Evans
PS~ I have the best friends ever cuz they all love me and made me feel better before i had to leave. i love you guys.