(no subject)
[written on Monday]
we didn't go to church yesterday so my parents made us sit in the living room and listen to a sermon on tape and when it was over Alex left and there was another convertsation and my dad was included in this one and they had a sheet of paper I had written my feelings about religion on and they had gone through my papers summer '03 and found it and my mom said she had screamed and screamed for god to come and help me when she read it and when my dad came upstairs she was crying so hard she couldn't talk and then my dad put the paper in a bible and prayed and I wanted to KILL THEM and I know I'm not living in 2005 anymore -
It's 1984.
Now I have to go through my papers and shred anything that's about me. And my parents are now pissed about;
1. my grades. if i don't bring them up by my next report card [this week], they're going to take everything out of my room but the furniture, basically. all my books, all my papers, my cds and radio and stereo and iPod and GAH.
2. my lack of religion. they're going crazy over this one and they're going to start something big soon. i'm just not sure what it is yet...
3. the computer fiasco. DAMNIT, GO AWAY.
4. my lack of trust, respect, and faith. not my problem.
The former entry about my exile has been made Friends Only because it says too much. There is now a suitably concise one in public.
Also, because I can't seem to make Alex's internet work most of the time, and I don't want my journal to be found, I'm going to keep a 'progress journal'. I can update this just to tell you that I'm alive and my parents won't ever see my real journal.
I made the other journal about two months ago. Ironically enough, despedir means 'saying goodbye'. It also sounds like 'desperate'.
So check that periodically. There's not going to be much to say - I'm still going to make entries about real life [and 'cyber life'] here. despedir is just a little corner. Do whatever you want with it. Leave me love notes. Whatever.
OK THAT'S ALL <333333333333333333333333333333333
PS- when i come back, if i have survelliance crap on my computer, i'll post an eye on despedir. you know the picture for Private Entries. the private eye. haha. yeah .... and if i lose this computer [my brother's], i'll post about it on despedir. not here.
we didn't go to church yesterday so my parents made us sit in the living room and listen to a sermon on tape and when it was over Alex left and there was another convertsation and my dad was included in this one and they had a sheet of paper I had written my feelings about religion on and they had gone through my papers summer '03 and found it and my mom said she had screamed and screamed for god to come and help me when she read it and when my dad came upstairs she was crying so hard she couldn't talk and then my dad put the paper in a bible and prayed and I wanted to KILL THEM and I know I'm not living in 2005 anymore -
It's 1984.
Now I have to go through my papers and shred anything that's about me. And my parents are now pissed about;
1. my grades. if i don't bring them up by my next report card [this week], they're going to take everything out of my room but the furniture, basically. all my books, all my papers, my cds and radio and stereo and iPod and GAH.
2. my lack of religion. they're going crazy over this one and they're going to start something big soon. i'm just not sure what it is yet...
3. the computer fiasco. DAMNIT, GO AWAY.
4. my lack of trust, respect, and faith. not my problem.
The former entry about my exile has been made Friends Only because it says too much. There is now a suitably concise one in public.
Also, because I can't seem to make Alex's internet work most of the time, and I don't want my journal to be found, I'm going to keep a 'progress journal'. I can update this just to tell you that I'm alive and my parents won't ever see my real journal.
I made the other journal about two months ago. Ironically enough, despedir means 'saying goodbye'. It also sounds like 'desperate'.
So check that periodically. There's not going to be much to say - I'm still going to make entries about real life [and 'cyber life'] here. despedir is just a little corner. Do whatever you want with it. Leave me love notes. Whatever.
OK THAT'S ALL <333333333333333333333333333333333
PS- when i come back, if i have survelliance crap on my computer, i'll post an eye on despedir. you know the picture for Private Entries. the private eye. haha. yeah .... and if i lose this computer [my brother's], i'll post about it on despedir. not here.