havent wrotee in a whilee
welll
this past month was probably the worst byfar..
me and liam broke up 2 days after our one year. It was actually a huge shock. I regret not appreciating him being around but i have to get into the habbit of not thinking about him or calling him or talking to him.. it really really sucks. I miss him alot. for the first few nights i dont really think i slept. and when i did sleep i'd wake up and realize what happened. He said he hasnt felt the same about me since june and that really sucks cause my whole summer i saw him as much as i possibly could between me working and him working. I think what hurts the most is that im so unwanted by him. it kills to think that a year ago everything was just starting and who would have know it would end so badly.
and another thing that happened is i finally got my puppy oliver but hes really sick with pnuemonia and he has worms. the guy that sold him to us lied about basically everything and the place we bought olvier from all the dogs were sick. so i basically lost 2 boys this month .
awesome
but still at the same time things are looking up. i get to hang out with friends that i havent hung out with in a while. i can do somethings without worrying about what liam would feel or say. its just weird that the last time i saw liam everything was fine it was our one year. its weird how things can change so much and how much i changed over the last week or so..
this past month was probably the worst byfar..
me and liam broke up 2 days after our one year. It was actually a huge shock. I regret not appreciating him being around but i have to get into the habbit of not thinking about him or calling him or talking to him.. it really really sucks. I miss him alot. for the first few nights i dont really think i slept. and when i did sleep i'd wake up and realize what happened. He said he hasnt felt the same about me since june and that really sucks cause my whole summer i saw him as much as i possibly could between me working and him working. I think what hurts the most is that im so unwanted by him. it kills to think that a year ago everything was just starting and who would have know it would end so badly.
and another thing that happened is i finally got my puppy oliver but hes really sick with pnuemonia and he has worms. the guy that sold him to us lied about basically everything and the place we bought olvier from all the dogs were sick. so i basically lost 2 boys this month .
awesome
but still at the same time things are looking up. i get to hang out with friends that i havent hung out with in a while. i can do somethings without worrying about what liam would feel or say. its just weird that the last time i saw liam everything was fine it was our one year. its weird how things can change so much and how much i changed over the last week or so..