Well here I am

Jun 17, 2008 13:30

Been in Calgary for a month now....enjoying it so far. Been looking for work on and off. Taking my time, enjoying my "time off" so to speak. I really needed it.

I have been mainly helping out Michelle with the boys. Picking them up, dropping them off. Practicing for the future...*laughs*

I've gotten to know my little area of Calgary decently well. Haven't been into the core of the city yet. Too chicken! It's a hell of alot bigger than Victoria! And rather intimidating.

I've been exploring alot of Alberta. I think I have travelled more in the month I've been out here than in the last 5 years I was in Victoria. Which is a good thing!

I've gotten alot of things sorted out in my head. Made peace with my past. I'm excited about what the future holds for me and I love the person I have become...how many people can say that? :p

Not sure yet if Calgary is going to be my permanent home. Who knows where I will end up in the next 6 months or 6 years? It doesn't frighten me any more to explore my future and what it holds for me. I'm living each day and not planning too far ahead.

I've got so many decisions to make and choices to consider with the rest of my life, that sometimes I have no idea what the fuck I am doing. But who cares? Roll with the punches.

I know that sometimes I am going to fall on my face, but I'm going to pick myself up, dust myself off, learn from it and move on.
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