OH ! What's this? Well that's right, a Jellyfishery Update! >w
Woooow...been ages since I posted something here! LJ luckily doesnt delete inactive accounts ㅋㅋㅋ
So uhm... what am I gonna post here from now on? Apparently some people love when I tell them about my dreams, and one of my dongsaengs even said, I seem to have so much fantasy, I should start writing fanfiction HAHA. Wow. Alright tho, if I ever do that, I will only do short stories because, you know..
.... ACTUALLY, you know, in the past I DID write fanfictions!! And seriously, they were not bad at all, but I never never never finished them. Wonder if I still can find them somewhere tho keke. To show my friends some embarassing stories > w >;
Anyyyways! Since I always spam my Twitter Account with my random dreams - which, most of the time, contain anything related to kpop or/and especially their artists... - I decided not to bother my timeline with spamming that is caused by the 140-letter-limit AND write down my dreams here! YAAY!
And now to my dream last night!!!
Fruitsfruitsfruitsfruitsfruitsfruitsfruits.... Oh sorry, I had this in mind the past 20 minutes. Okay, SO.
Basically, ... Or no wait, let's say, HONESTLY, I can't recall my dream 100% so I might like, you know, like jump from one 'scene' to the other?
It all began... uhm..... ... well... okay, I HAVE NO CLUE.
The latest memory of the dream I have is that Bigi, Me, and some other people were at some Fanmeeting of the band One Way, which they held... here.. in... Austria xD uhhmm yeah, whatever. The fanmeeting was really small which made the atmosphere a little ... hm.. let's say we all felt really comfortable, we had like a little room with some couches or other places to sit, some snacks and drinks, with quiet jazz music in the background ...
Actually I can remember that the light in the room was not really strong, so at the same time of having the comfortable feeling, it felt a little.... well, you know the feeling when you are in a dark room, right?
Alltogether we probably were like 15 people, maybe less, chatting with each other and some with the members of One Way, and I remember Bigi sat next to Junyoung (YoungSky) and he always switched talking to her and 2 other girls that talked to him... And when he talked to someone else than Bigi, like always, she would be bored fast grab her Iphone4 to check on Twitter XDDDD HAHAHA It just HAD to appear in my dreams sooner or later!
I'm sure if Kathi would be in the dream too, they would both use their Iphone at the same time, and I'll be like "IPHONE IPHONE IPHONE IPHONE" (which I shout when they use their Iphones at the same time in real life) to the confusion of all other people in the dream
Anyways, I'm not really sure bout this but eventually Junyoung tweeted something couple o' minutes before, and then Bigi answered to him on Twitter .. and he grabbed his phone to see the answer and for some reason he knew it was Bigi who answered xD and uhm..
I dont know what Bigi wrote to him, and I couldnt understand what he said to her then because he was speaking so quietly, but after he finished saying something (probably) funny, he kinda grinned at her and laughed,...
...WHICH TOTALLY MADE HER BLUSH HAHAHHAHA
She was like, looking at him and smiling awkwardly as long as he still looked at her, and when he turned to another girl again, she was like ... turning her head away very roboter-like - still keeping that awkward smile - and then kinda let out all the air she kept in after being paralyzed by his grin XDDDDDDDD It was so funny... When she noticed I laughed at her, she looked at me and was like "PSHHHH EONNIE!!! XD"
ahaha XD
anyways, I remember that for the same day or so, they planned a mini-showcase too, but not at the same place as the fanmeeting oO like just in a little.. bar? or so.... but they said they dont have enough space in their mini-bus to take us with them so we had to find that bar ourselves
and now to the most frustrating part of the dream
DONT ASK ME WHY, but for some reason in the next 'scene' I was in a train!!! And just some seconds after realising THAT, I further realized that I'm not in the right train and that I landed in some other city of Austria like 2 hours away from Vienna where the fanmeeting was and where the showcase was supposed to be?!?!?! SERIOUSLY? CAN A DREAM GET ANY MORE DISTURBING?? T_____T;;;;
So SOMEHOW I - the person that can't handle trains and how-to-use-the-train-to-go-from-A-to-B-and-not-somewhere-else (which is probably why I was so far away then (FML!!)) - tried to manage to come back to Vienna...
The next seen was me entering this bar and... it... was empty T_____________T ............... Everyone was gone already ...
I swear I felt so... sad.. unbelievably sad! D: So I sat down on the little stage that was there and cried cried cried ...
Uhmm... this was where I woke up for the first time because my alarm went ON and started playing Can't Stop by One Way, one of their songs on their new album, that was produced (and the beginning was even sung) byy... YoungSky himself! Wow, what a great way to wake me up from THAT dream! ... I set my alarm like 1 hour later and kinda fell asleep again...
But beware, when I'm not deeply asleep anymore, I can KINDA control my dreams? Like, with the fantasy I have, I can control what happens in my dreams from that point on... xD So what happened from then on, was all cheesy, and even more unlikely to happen than the rest of the dream... So I totally understand if you dont like the rest of the dream because it's just being me and my wishes or something like that ㅋㅋㅋ
So in the dream, still crying and sitting on the stage, I suddenly heard someone, a manly voice, speaking through a microphone, and I looked around in shock - seeing noone and realizing that I'm all alone in some really strange café or bar, and there's apparently a voice of a man I cannot see, who calls out to me asking me to stop crying.
UHMMM.. RAPIST? PEDO BEAR? HELLLLPPPPP T___T
The guy/man/old man pedo/???-person continued talking to me
(between " " = him talking, between ' ' = me talking)
"Why yer so shocked? Heh, probably because ya can't see me right"
'WHO ARE YOU? T__T .. UHM.. I...' .. I thought about saying something like "I DONT TASTE GOOD" here but I didn't keke xD
"Doesn't matter, or does it? Anyway tho, dry your tears. Smiling looks defin'better on ya"
'... ... Uhmmm... WELL ... how would some random guy I hear but not see know my smiling? >_>;;;'
"Err... good point. Let's say I could imagine a smile on ya? Haha"
strangely that laugh sounded a bit familiar
'Now come on, show yourself! I'm scared, geez!'
"Hmmmmm... aiyt, Imma show myself if you... stand up, and close your eyes. I will come to you then. But don't open your eyes them!"
'EXCUUUUUUUUSEEE ME?!?! Are you kiddin? WHEN I STAND THERE WITH THE EYES CLOSED YOU WILL STAB ME WITH A KNIFE!!!'
"As if I couldnt have thrown that at ya already -.- .. I mean I could stand behind you somewhere, and you wouldnt know, since I'm speaking through the mic."
.................. short silence
"No, I'm NOT standing behind you. Now come on, trust me... please?"
' .... a-alright x__x"
So I stood up, closed my eyes, aware that I can be killed in any second T__T;; ... but still when the man/guy/??? told me to trust him... I kinda did. So I stood there... and some seconds later I felt someone standing in front of me..
'... ugh... you... you there?'
"Right in front of ya! .. HEY, dont forget! nooo opening eyes!"
'yeah yeah... and...uhm... now? I'm seriously freaking out here!'
"give me your hands .... okay, and nooow..."
he put my hands on his face, or more like his cheeks ... I could kinda guess how he might kinda look like from that? he was taller than me ... since I had to lift my arms to touch his face...
hmmm ...
his face was kinda... slim? the skin was really soft .. his hair was cut reaaally short, and he had some piercings in his ears.. or maybe only one?
I took a deep breath. Since he allowed me to kinda "look at him" with my hands, I felt a lot more comfortable. Tho it made my heart pound to feel some guy's breath on me (since he stood really close) ...
"so?"
'so what?!' ... i kinda shouted that since his little "so?" made me snap out of my imagining-how-he-might-look-like-or...who-the-hell-he-might-be
"heh. alright, seems like you're finished. come on, follow me"
he took my hand and led me on the stage - well I just guessed that from the direction he was going and the... 2-3 stairs I had to practically CLIMB.
mannn, since this dream, I remember how it was to be like blind during that one project we visited with our school... something like dialogue in the dark? you were leaded through an entire dark hall, by a blind person... and the sounds, surroundings etc were just like you were going through a park, city or anything like that
anyways, he told me to sit down on a little chair that was big enough for us both to sit
he then put my hand on something in front of us
'hmm ? whats tha?'
i kinda pressed that thing and it made .. A SOUND!
'HEY thats a piano!! how come i didnt see it before?' UHM WELL BECAUSE IT'S A FRIGGIN DREAM, DREAM-ME! D:
"hmmm can you play the piano?"
'cant even play it with open eyes to save my life... you?'
"hahaha probably the same..... what's your name by the way?"
'mine? oh uhm... Ani.. what about you?'
"let's just .. err... I'm Jay Why."
' jay... why? what the- '
" not JAY and WHY -.- just like the letters. you know, like, J.Y."
'ohhh, J.Y. .. short form for...?'
"..for non-of-your-business. hehehe. ... OUCH! why did you just hit me!!"
'keke. felt like it? come on, mystery pedo man, play something on the piano!'
"geeez, girl. alright let's see... "
he then played some random notes, some of them sounded really off D: ...
but he like played the first notes of Can't Stop by One Way ..
I was like o____O !! but still with my eyes closed
'hey thats one of one ways songs!!!'
"yeah, they played here earlier, and I kinda like this song. i guess the piano-melody is really easy to play ... krrr"
'.............................. what is it? you dont wanna continue playing? *__*"
then.............!
..........I suddenly shivered REEAAALLY badly D: because he whispered in my ear (AND THATS LIKE MY WEAK POINT, SHAME ON YOU, OLD MAN PEDO?!?!?!) that no matter what happens now, i shouldnt open my eyes.
Is that my end? Will I be stabbed now? DDD: AHHHHHHHH
If you wanna know...
then comment below!
(WOW THAT EVEN RHYMES OMG!!)
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ
So uhm... what am I gonna post here from now on? Apparently some people love when I tell them about my dreams, and one of my dongsaengs even said, I seem to have so much fantasy, I should start writing fanfiction HAHA. Wow. Alright tho, if I ever do that, I will only do short stories because, you know..
.... ACTUALLY, you know, in the past I DID write fanfictions!! And seriously, they were not bad at all, but I never never never finished them. Wonder if I still can find them somewhere tho keke. To show my friends some embarassing stories > w >;
Anyyyways! Since I always spam my Twitter Account with my random dreams - which, most of the time, contain anything related to kpop or/and especially their artists... - I decided not to bother my timeline with spamming that is caused by the 140-letter-limit AND write down my dreams here! YAAY!
And now to my dream last night!!!
Fruitsfruitsfruitsfruitsfruitsfruitsfruits.... Oh sorry, I had this in mind the past 20 minutes. Okay, SO.
Basically, ... Or no wait, let's say, HONESTLY, I can't recall my dream 100% so I might like, you know, like jump from one 'scene' to the other?
It all began... uhm..... ... well... okay, I HAVE NO CLUE.
The latest memory of the dream I have is that Bigi, Me, and some other people were at some Fanmeeting of the band One Way, which they held... here.. in... Austria xD uhhmm yeah, whatever. The fanmeeting was really small which made the atmosphere a little ... hm.. let's say we all felt really comfortable, we had like a little room with some couches or other places to sit, some snacks and drinks, with quiet jazz music in the background ...
Actually I can remember that the light in the room was not really strong, so at the same time of having the comfortable feeling, it felt a little.... well, you know the feeling when you are in a dark room, right?
Alltogether we probably were like 15 people, maybe less, chatting with each other and some with the members of One Way, and I remember Bigi sat next to Junyoung (YoungSky) and he always switched talking to her and 2 other girls that talked to him... And when he talked to someone else than Bigi, like always, she would be bored fast grab her Iphone4 to check on Twitter XDDDD HAHAHA It just HAD to appear in my dreams sooner or later!
I'm sure if Kathi would be in the dream too, they would both use their Iphone at the same time, and I'll be like "IPHONE IPHONE IPHONE IPHONE" (which I shout when they use their Iphones at the same time in real life) to the confusion of all other people in the dream
Anyways, I'm not really sure bout this but eventually Junyoung tweeted something couple o' minutes before, and then Bigi answered to him on Twitter .. and he grabbed his phone to see the answer and for some reason he knew it was Bigi who answered xD and uhm..
I dont know what Bigi wrote to him, and I couldnt understand what he said to her then because he was speaking so quietly, but after he finished saying something (probably) funny, he kinda grinned at her and laughed,...
...WHICH TOTALLY MADE HER BLUSH HAHAHHAHA
She was like, looking at him and smiling awkwardly as long as he still looked at her, and when he turned to another girl again, she was like ... turning her head away very roboter-like - still keeping that awkward smile - and then kinda let out all the air she kept in after being paralyzed by his grin XDDDDDDDD It was so funny... When she noticed I laughed at her, she looked at me and was like "PSHHHH EONNIE!!! XD"
ahaha XD
anyways, I remember that for the same day or so, they planned a mini-showcase too, but not at the same place as the fanmeeting oO like just in a little.. bar? or so.... but they said they dont have enough space in their mini-bus to take us with them so we had to find that bar ourselves
and now to the most frustrating part of the dream
DONT ASK ME WHY, but for some reason in the next 'scene' I was in a train!!! And just some seconds after realising THAT, I further realized that I'm not in the right train and that I landed in some other city of Austria like 2 hours away from Vienna where the fanmeeting was and where the showcase was supposed to be?!?!?! SERIOUSLY? CAN A DREAM GET ANY MORE DISTURBING?? T_____T;;;;
So SOMEHOW I - the person that can't handle trains and how-to-use-the-train-to-go-from-A-to-B-and-not-somewhere-else (which is probably why I was so far away then (FML!!)) - tried to manage to come back to Vienna...
The next seen was me entering this bar and... it... was empty T_____________T ............... Everyone was gone already ...
I swear I felt so... sad.. unbelievably sad! D: So I sat down on the little stage that was there and cried cried cried ...
Uhmm... this was where I woke up for the first time because my alarm went ON and started playing Can't Stop by One Way, one of their songs on their new album, that was produced (and the beginning was even sung) byy... YoungSky himself! Wow, what a great way to wake me up from THAT dream! ... I set my alarm like 1 hour later and kinda fell asleep again...
But beware, when I'm not deeply asleep anymore, I can KINDA control my dreams? Like, with the fantasy I have, I can control what happens in my dreams from that point on... xD So what happened from then on, was all cheesy, and even more unlikely to happen than the rest of the dream... So I totally understand if you dont like the rest of the dream because it's just being me and my wishes or something like that ㅋㅋㅋ
So in the dream, still crying and sitting on the stage, I suddenly heard someone, a manly voice, speaking through a microphone, and I looked around in shock - seeing noone and realizing that I'm all alone in some really strange café or bar, and there's apparently a voice of a man I cannot see, who calls out to me asking me to stop crying.
UHMMM.. RAPIST? PEDO BEAR? HELLLLPPPPP T___T
The guy/man/old man pedo/???-person continued talking to me
(between " " = him talking, between ' ' = me talking)
"Why yer so shocked? Heh, probably because ya can't see me right"
'WHO ARE YOU? T__T .. UHM.. I...' .. I thought about saying something like "I DONT TASTE GOOD" here but I didn't keke xD
"Doesn't matter, or does it? Anyway tho, dry your tears. Smiling looks defin'better on ya"
'... ... Uhmmm... WELL ... how would some random guy I hear but not see know my smiling? >_>;;;'
"Err... good point. Let's say I could imagine a smile on ya? Haha"
strangely that laugh sounded a bit familiar
'Now come on, show yourself! I'm scared, geez!'
"Hmmmmm... aiyt, Imma show myself if you... stand up, and close your eyes. I will come to you then. But don't open your eyes them!"
'EXCUUUUUUUUSEEE ME?!?! Are you kiddin? WHEN I STAND THERE WITH THE EYES CLOSED YOU WILL STAB ME WITH A KNIFE!!!'
"As if I couldnt have thrown that at ya already -.- .. I mean I could stand behind you somewhere, and you wouldnt know, since I'm speaking through the mic."
.................. short silence
"No, I'm NOT standing behind you. Now come on, trust me... please?"
' .... a-alright x__x"
So I stood up, closed my eyes, aware that I can be killed in any second T__T;; ... but still when the man/guy/??? told me to trust him... I kinda did. So I stood there... and some seconds later I felt someone standing in front of me..
'... ugh... you... you there?'
"Right in front of ya! .. HEY, dont forget! nooo opening eyes!"
'yeah yeah... and...uhm... now? I'm seriously freaking out here!'
"give me your hands .... okay, and nooow..."
he put my hands on his face, or more like his cheeks ... I could kinda guess how he might kinda look like from that? he was taller than me ... since I had to lift my arms to touch his face...
hmmm ...
his face was kinda... slim? the skin was really soft .. his hair was cut reaaally short, and he had some piercings in his ears.. or maybe only one?
I took a deep breath. Since he allowed me to kinda "look at him" with my hands, I felt a lot more comfortable. Tho it made my heart pound to feel some guy's breath on me (since he stood really close) ...
"so?"
'so what?!' ... i kinda shouted that since his little "so?" made me snap out of my imagining-how-he-might-look-like-or...who-the-hell-he-might-be
"heh. alright, seems like you're finished. come on, follow me"
he took my hand and led me on the stage - well I just guessed that from the direction he was going and the... 2-3 stairs I had to practically CLIMB.
mannn, since this dream, I remember how it was to be like blind during that one project we visited with our school... something like dialogue in the dark? you were leaded through an entire dark hall, by a blind person... and the sounds, surroundings etc were just like you were going through a park, city or anything like that
anyways, he told me to sit down on a little chair that was big enough for us both to sit
he then put my hand on something in front of us
'hmm ? whats tha?'
i kinda pressed that thing and it made .. A SOUND!
'HEY thats a piano!! how come i didnt see it before?' UHM WELL BECAUSE IT'S A FRIGGIN DREAM, DREAM-ME! D:
"hmmm can you play the piano?"
'cant even play it with open eyes to save my life... you?'
"hahaha probably the same..... what's your name by the way?"
'mine? oh uhm... Ani.. what about you?'
"let's just .. err... I'm Jay Why."
' jay... why? what the- '
" not JAY and WHY -.- just like the letters. you know, like, J.Y."
'ohhh, J.Y. .. short form for...?'
"..for non-of-your-business. hehehe. ... OUCH! why did you just hit me!!"
'keke. felt like it? come on, mystery pedo man, play something on the piano!'
"geeez, girl. alright let's see... "
he then played some random notes, some of them sounded really off D: ...
but he like played the first notes of Can't Stop by One Way ..
I was like o____O !! but still with my eyes closed
'hey thats one of one ways songs!!!'
"yeah, they played here earlier, and I kinda like this song. i guess the piano-melody is really easy to play ... krrr"
'.............................. what is it? you dont wanna continue playing? *__*"
then.............!
..........I suddenly shivered REEAAALLY badly D: because he whispered in my ear (AND THATS LIKE MY WEAK POINT, SHAME ON YOU, OLD MAN PEDO?!?!?!) that no matter what happens now, i shouldnt open my eyes.
Is that my end? Will I be stabbed now? DDD: AHHHHHHHH
If you wanna know...
then comment below!
(WOW THAT EVEN RHYMES OMG!!)
ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ