Oh Hai
I'm back. Guess what? I'm lonely. Depressed...
Im going to college again to get a qualification in IT. I'm excited and scared as I'll be doing it alone but excited it might bring a new job and maybe a new career.
Work is getting me down as usual but doing my best to block it out.
Friends are non existent. Tried online dating but that didn't work as I'm not 'hot' or 'travelled' enough. Whatever.
Love life also non existent. Probably will be for a while too...
Anyway, life is incredibly lonely right now. Thoughts of suicide enter my mind again but I know I couldn't do it. Part of me hopes I die in a quick way but again, the chances of that are slim.
It's a cruel world isn't it.
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