better to harbor the feelings than to act on them.
but i, unfortunately, can understand racism. in a way. your mom's been hurt by blacks, right? a lot of them. over and over and over again. it's a wall. a defense. would she have give a fuck about blacks if they hadn't fucked with her? maybe. but i'd be willing to bet, that if that really is the reason she's got an issue, that she wouldn't.
there's a certain type of person, and at one point i would have labeled them "preps", but it's really not just preps, but i know what this type of person is. but these people. they feel free to volunteer their negative opinions of me, on a pretty regular basis. i'm gonna go ahead and say weekly, to daily. i, in return, don't extend a friendship to a person who, sounds, looks, and acts like this certain type of person. it's a wall. we learn from experience. repeat the same pattern long enough, and it take one strong mother fucker to break that wall down.
not saying it's right. there's hope, but only if a person wants it. i want to stop thinking about those people. i'm attempting.
No, it makes sense. And that's how I felt for the longest time at school. Trust me. But now I'm starting to realize that by shutting out so many people I've missed out on a lot of opportunites. So I'm trying to set my prejudices aside because you really only inhibit yourself.
better to harbor the feelings than to act on them.
but i, unfortunately, can understand racism. in a way.
your mom's been hurt by blacks, right? a lot of them. over and over and over again.
it's a wall. a defense. would she have give a fuck about blacks if they hadn't fucked with her?
maybe. but i'd be willing to bet, that if that really is the reason she's got an issue, that she wouldn't.
there's a certain type of person, and at one point i would have labeled them "preps", but it's really not just preps, but i know what this type of person is. but these people. they feel free to volunteer their negative opinions of me, on a pretty regular basis. i'm gonna go ahead and say weekly, to daily. i, in return, don't extend a friendship to a person who, sounds, looks, and acts like this certain type of person.
it's a wall.
we learn from experience.
repeat the same pattern long enough, and it take one strong mother fucker to break that wall down.
not saying it's right.
there's hope, but only if a person wants it.
i want to stop thinking about those people.
i'm attempting.
irrelavent, i'm sure.
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