Aug 03, 2005 00:00
Ya
it sucks....when you hit rock bottom. After all the uplift & fun
& excitement......you always dread that time where you'll
hit....rock bottom. Me I have have hit that point. My grandma is
sick.....and it's not getting better, the kemo doesn't seem to help
& its killing my mom. My relationship between my mother and I is
falling apart all because I want to be an idiot and sneak out at night
or argue about when she wants to see me. I mean shit I have alot of
freedom for what I put her through with everything. I feel bad, and now
my cat died....and school is about to start and there comes a shit load
of stress because I fucked up all junior year. Just a bad all
around year for me. I don't feel like writing anymore I just want to
fall asleep. I'll write some other time if im not out by
then.