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I've been thinking alot lately and I need to cut ALOT of people out of my life before school starts or else I won't have a healthy beginning. I've noticed that not only does J use me but he uses me for a place to stay. And I can now say im officially done with it. Im not going to be someones back up call. He doesn't love me anymore like he says he does he just says it so he can have what he wants. Im sick of doing that. Im sick of what these so called "men" do . Its annoying and it gets old after a while. I've dug myself pretty deep....real deep. I was with jenna t the other night and i almost cried when i was with her thinking how we could have ever not talked because of a guy! I mean seriously no friendship should be ruined over a little boy. Im finished with men...sianara. peace out. Maybe ill find someone new who won't use me, who will show me the affection and love i need, who will always be there 4 me and never put me down, and all the other good shit. Im just done w/florida & im done writin for now....