if theres one thing ive learned about life its....it-goes-on

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just got back from the meeting with wesley. i met a really cool girl named kellie...she seemed really nice. i thought i wasnt gonna be comfortable at all but i was talking up a storm...i bet kellie was like god stupid kingwood girl...but i dont care. im not the kingwood stereotype.anyways so now i'm talking to mark. hes talking about his dad. i love how he opens up to me with family situations...hes like the only one besides wesley that i can actually relate to...hes like a male version of wesley which i guess makes him my best friend...so i guess therefore i trust him...i guess.

Jayson is at church...or at least he was when i texted him. I was so scared to go to the meeting cause i thought omg theres gonna be a lotta people there..but there wasnt...and jayson knew my fears. but i text him and i go "i survived group" and he goes "wow. good for you" and im like "ashley must be at church huh" and he hasnt text back yet. i dont really care. i mean of course i do but how can i when he's happy? ahh love is pain. get over it.

thank god shcool isnt till 9:30 tomorrow. i need the extra sleep. its getting hot in all these hoodies though...but i cant stop, i dont want anyone to see. i hope that like me and wesley and kellie hangout or something...not to sound like a total "like bright and sunshiney" person...but i really do think shes cool.

-candace- i miss lara.