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Feb 13, 2006 02:29

Everyone's planning what they're going to do on valentine's day. And I'm not going to lie, I am completely jealous.

When I became single this year, I was so happy. And just in time for my first year of college, how convenient.
But here's what I've realized: the only reason that I have been enjoying it so much is because I don't have somebody always worrying about what I'm doing and who I'm with. I like being able to hang out with who I want when I want. I want to go where I want to go. I want to have guyfriends without someone being jealous about it...
But I want a boyfriend too. Can't I have all these things?
I don't "hook up" with people, I don't have booty calls, hell I don't even makeout with people. Let's be honest, I've probably only kissed about 10 guys in my lifetime. I'm picky. If I'm interested in a guy that probably means I like him a lot, that's just the way it goes.

Bottom line: I love the freedom but I want the romance.
I want someone to kiss and hug. Someone you can talk to about anything and everything. Someone you can laugh with, do stupid things in front of, and not feel embarrassed about it. Someone who will kiss you in the rain, and cuddle with you at night.
okay i'm done. i'm such a sap.
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