who wants to live forever?
I feel really down today.
Firstly, ive had ANOTHER dream about my ex.
I dont quite know what they mean, and if anyone understands dreams and would like to know what happened, then feel free to ask me.
Secondly, i feel ive let some friends down.
One person knows who she is, and i know you say its not my fault, but i still feel bad.
Another is jemma. She has had the most awful few weeks, and i feel that i havent been there for her as much as i should have been.
I guess i wont know.
And last but not least, i miss my boffriend. Its actually unreal how i feel!
You'd think i was used to long distance relationships [coz of my ex]
All he has done is gone to london for a week to stay with his brother.
Im lookin so forward to thursday night, when i know il see his pretty face on webcam again. Whats hard is that i know i wont physically see him or hold him till september 1st.
Ive counted it up, and its about 8 weeks away.
I miss us sittin on the sofa in the pub taking the mick outta people who blocked our view of the tv.
I miss covering his eyes and kissing him by surprise.
I miss his amazing hug.
I miss ro.
[hes in the red]
Firstly, ive had ANOTHER dream about my ex.
I dont quite know what they mean, and if anyone understands dreams and would like to know what happened, then feel free to ask me.
Secondly, i feel ive let some friends down.
One person knows who she is, and i know you say its not my fault, but i still feel bad.
Another is jemma. She has had the most awful few weeks, and i feel that i havent been there for her as much as i should have been.
I guess i wont know.
And last but not least, i miss my boffriend. Its actually unreal how i feel!
You'd think i was used to long distance relationships [coz of my ex]
All he has done is gone to london for a week to stay with his brother.
Im lookin so forward to thursday night, when i know il see his pretty face on webcam again. Whats hard is that i know i wont physically see him or hold him till september 1st.
Ive counted it up, and its about 8 weeks away.
I miss us sittin on the sofa in the pub taking the mick outta people who blocked our view of the tv.
I miss covering his eyes and kissing him by surprise.
I miss his amazing hug.
I miss ro.
[hes in the red]