Choke, spank, pull my hair.
Life has its up's and down's. Or should I say down's and up's? It seems to be that way. It seems as though I do everything right, to fuck things up. I'm great at that. I wonder if life does get better, if things really do get easier. People tell me that a lot, why hasn't it happened yet?
Don't get me wrong, life isn't horrible. There are so many great things that happen in my day to day existence. Overall, though, the bad just weighs down on me. I can't help but to feel helpless some days. Others, I couldn't even tell you why there could be anything wrong. That's a lie. I could always think of a reason, sharing it with others is another story.
Wow, I haven't been on LiveJournal in a very long time. It's odd, I remember when all I did was check myspace and update LJ 80+ times a day.
I kind of wish I could live those carefree days again. So many things I would do different. Life would be so much more tolerable. But, hey, I made my choices, and I ain't mad at it. ;p
Hmm, I think tomorrow will be a good day.
Don't get me wrong, life isn't horrible. There are so many great things that happen in my day to day existence. Overall, though, the bad just weighs down on me. I can't help but to feel helpless some days. Others, I couldn't even tell you why there could be anything wrong. That's a lie. I could always think of a reason, sharing it with others is another story.
Wow, I haven't been on LiveJournal in a very long time. It's odd, I remember when all I did was check myspace and update LJ 80+ times a day.
I kind of wish I could live those carefree days again. So many things I would do different. Life would be so much more tolerable. But, hey, I made my choices, and I ain't mad at it. ;p
Hmm, I think tomorrow will be a good day.