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I am a closet transvestite and have been since about age 11. It started with stealing disguarded clothes from the girls changing room at school, I went into a shop and bought clothes under the pretence they were for my little sister.
Twice I have stolen clothes from my friends sister's bedrooms when I have stayed the night, smuggling them out in my coat.
I masturbate regularly while wearing an assortment of stolen clothes I keep in a shoebox. Recently I have started feeling dirty when it is over, but I can't bring myself to throw out the box.
Occasionally I masturbate anally and fantasise about giving a faceless man a blow job. I know I'm straight but this really turns me on. I've used a broken electric shaver attached to a self made didlo as a vibrator.
I secretly want to go out to a club on my own just to pull a guy to see what it's like, but I just cannot find guys attractive.
None of my friends know or suspect anything, I've never been caught and I make sure I never will..
I should really be doing my english essay, i still have 685 words to go.