heavy shit.

[x_plicit]

sometimes when i think of life 5 months ago, when i was living out of my car super strung out on whatever copious amount of chemical i could get flowing through my veins, i often wonder if i hallucinated entire days. some of the shit that happened to me could only happen in a movie and i'm starting to wonder if it was even true.

that was some crazy shit.

i miss my exciting life.