Aug 13, 2004 00:18
i looked at a house today...well no, it wasnt a house, it was an apartment. An apartment....thats not exactly what i had in mind. but i guess at this point in time i cant be picky about anything and just go with what happens. i have N O c o n t r o l. ugh, that annoys me. sometimes i just want to go, far away, like, florida. and never look back on this place. often i find myself thinking why bother staying?? because, i end up in the same situations, with the same people, in the same places, day in and day out. im sick of it. its dull, and annoying, and it makes me want to run away from it all.
yeah...
so i got my haircut, its the same length, with a lot more layers and i got those weird bang-sort-of-not-things that swoop to the side. i think its neat. whatever.
my dad is leaving soon. its weird though, because over the time he's been here, it seems like hes a complete stranger who, for some odd reason has been in my life forever, but has never actually been in my life...if you catch my drift....nope, i didnt think so.
yup-so thats about it...i dont know, i cant help but get really sad whenever people talk about school starting, and band camp...and that seems to be everything people talk about lately...i hate not knowing