Aug 10, 2006 12:53
so things have been kinda blah lately. lots going through my mind.
school is coming up quick and well, im not looking forward to school and work. i have no idea how thats gunna work out. but ill try my hardest. i really dont want to have to quit my job just because i cant handle it plus school. but i think this school year wont be as dreadful as everyone is saying it will be. ive made some solid friends over the summer and i know they will stick with me during school. but ive also lost a best friend so itll be interesting to see how she acts towards me over the school year.
my social life has been up and done lately, almost lost a few of my best friend over something stupid but i managed to keep my kool and we are all okay now. even though what one of my friends did to me was nearly unforgivable i didnt want to lose her. and then me and travis have been off and on fighting, i have no idea why, we just cant have a conversation with out bickering about this or that. its bad but i think we patched things up for now. who knows how long this will last though.
i just spent a weekend in indiana with kim, it was a ton of fun. i love knowing that she still loves me and is here to talk to me whenever i need her. shes been gone pretty much all summer so it was nice to see her finally. it was refreshing if you will.
work has been going alright, ive been off for almost 2 weeks and well i go back this afternoon and im not looking forward to that. the people there are great and well im glad i met them. my boss isnt so great but ill put up with him for now. yosi is great, hes a server and i think me and him get along the best out of them all. hes hilarious and easy to talk to. we have alot in common. and violet is just funny. her and her polish accent and weird way of talking. shes great though. the kids in the kitchen are all great too.
my brother has been great to me lately. he has been nice to me and been acting like a real brother. and at work hes always offering things to me and just been really nice to me. i think its because he realizes that hes going off to college in a few weeks and well he knows he going to be out of the house and hes going to miss haivng me around. as much as he doesnt want to admit it, i think he will. well i know i will, and i wouldnt have said that a few months ago, but ever since hes been nice to me things have been changing. i like having him around and he has gotten me into a lot of great music i had never heard b4 and he has introduced me to a whole new world of music. and well, im not gunna miss the mess around the house but i will miss him being here.
cant really think of much more that ive been thinking about and i think i have written enough so good bye xoxo jessie<3