nervously anxious

Jan 17, 2008 13:45

Well,

I've been in the N.O. for 3 weeks. But they have not exactly been the easiest or most fun. I've watched a friend be handcuffed and put in a police car, me and my love broke up (we're working things out though), and my bff's father died. It seems as if it was just meant for me to come home and stay for awhile. God intended for me to be here. Since I've been here I've reconnected with old friends and people that I've had disagreements and misunderstanding with in the past. This trip has been hard, weird, and somewhat ironic but I'm glad that I was here. I got to visit with my parents and I truly enjoyed that. I know that once the semester gets rolling I won't be able to come home very often so I'm grateful for that.

I'm getting all my things ready to go home ("Lafayette home")and I must admit that I'm nervous. I'm nervous to see my love b/c I fear that maybe we really are over. These past 2 1/2 years have been beautiful, tumultuous and worth every tear or argument that we've shared. So, I'm wishing, hoping, and praying that things will be fine. I just love her and I want to make things work b/wn us. Well, I have to run b/c my dad needs the computer (I haven't said that in years! lol). I will try and update later on when I get home.

Message to Trina: I'm praying for you love. Just know that I'm here whenever you need.

MAD LOVE...

Kristina
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