why she trippin?
DISCLAIMER:
This post is NOT about my baby! This post is about someone else. A friend that will remain nameless. I'm sure people will think I'm talking about the wrong person or people than this post was intended to be about and that is fine. This pose is just a venting of feelings and such that are not to be taken literally. And with that...let the feelings pour out....
YOU...
You had me. As a friend, possible love interest, and confidant. However, for reasons I still don't understand you ran from me and all that I had to offer. Then after you made a life altering decision you decide you want to reconnect with me. Except now you see that I'm not that codependent lost little girl that NEEDED you as a friend. I'm now standing on my own two feet strong and steadfast. I have my head on straight and that seems to scare you...I guess. I've found love. You found it too but for reasons I still don't understand you let it go. But then it hits me. You still want me. You still need me. I was something special that you passed up on and now that you see it your mad. At yourself...NOT me! The last time we saw each other a few months ago. I felt that you wanted me. You wanted to hold me. You wanted me to want you and when you saw that I didnt...that pissed you off. Once I told you...that we had to cut the night short b/c I had rehearsal the next morning and I wanted to sleep at my ole lady's...your mood changed DRASTICALLY! You seemed tense and to a point...frightened by the strong person that I am now. You can not return emails, myspace comments, and move me from number 3 to number 8 in your top 8 but in the end it's only YOU that you are hurting. YOU had ME...and now I'm gone...remember that it was all YOUR doing.
This post is NOT about my baby! This post is about someone else. A friend that will remain nameless. I'm sure people will think I'm talking about the wrong person or people than this post was intended to be about and that is fine. This pose is just a venting of feelings and such that are not to be taken literally. And with that...let the feelings pour out....
YOU...
You had me. As a friend, possible love interest, and confidant. However, for reasons I still don't understand you ran from me and all that I had to offer. Then after you made a life altering decision you decide you want to reconnect with me. Except now you see that I'm not that codependent lost little girl that NEEDED you as a friend. I'm now standing on my own two feet strong and steadfast. I have my head on straight and that seems to scare you...I guess. I've found love. You found it too but for reasons I still don't understand you let it go. But then it hits me. You still want me. You still need me. I was something special that you passed up on and now that you see it your mad. At yourself...NOT me! The last time we saw each other a few months ago. I felt that you wanted me. You wanted to hold me. You wanted me to want you and when you saw that I didnt...that pissed you off. Once I told you...that we had to cut the night short b/c I had rehearsal the next morning and I wanted to sleep at my ole lady's...your mood changed DRASTICALLY! You seemed tense and to a point...frightened by the strong person that I am now. You can not return emails, myspace comments, and move me from number 3 to number 8 in your top 8 but in the end it's only YOU that you are hurting. YOU had ME...and now I'm gone...remember that it was all YOUR doing.