at a loss...
I'm @ a loss of words, control, feelings, wants, needs, hopes, dreams...I have NOTHING left to give. I'm @ a point in my life where I'm emotionally bankrupt and I don't know what do. I've fallen down hard before but NEVER like this. This is the first time when I can't see the light @ the end of the tunnel. I'm trying so hard and I'm continuing to reach for more but my light seems to be fading...