I wanna be beautiful, make you stand in awe. look inside my heart.. be amazed.
Shew.. I have had a day from the pit of hell..
I can't belive this. Im literally getting back to the depression thing. well as all of you all know I had something going on with andrew then a little incident happened and well okay yeah.. His mother I can now honestly say I have no respect for her.. She's extremely rude and I dont like her at all. And I sure let her know that. I swear I had my mind set on settling down on one guy for the school year. Well I tried and I tried and well I got someone. I was happy, I think. I seen him like everyday. WELL.. look what happened, I swear I pity Any kids whos mother is so protective over there kid.. ahh I hate his mother.
School, Shew. I'm going to hate it. More than Likely come Monday, Im heading to good ole' Appalachia. See Andrews from Appalachia. So that will Suck, Brett's kinda mad over this situation, along with Jessie. SHEW. Oh well. I think something was said.. And I swear I will get to the bottom of it. you all wait. lol
I need to go to Third Wave? Im going to Thursday! I need to get back into Church. like back into youth and such. I dont know what happened. I let everyone else get me caught up in so much, I thought it was cool to drink, have sex and smoke. Look where "some of that" got me.. SHEW. Im miserable. I have never been more upset than I am now. I lost my friends, My boyfriend. shew. Gyyaa..
I miss Derek, yeah. I do. I do believe we may work things out I think that would be best for me. That is the second person I ever Loved. Shew. I miss him dearly I seen him at the fair. and it just bothers me. But my Ole' Buddy Powers has been helping out alot. Im glad he's been there to talk to.
heres a wonderful quiz..
LAST:
kiss: Andrew
Hug: Brent
Person you told you loved: Brett..
person you were "In Love" with: Derek
person you had sex with: Uhh cant announce that publically :\
thing you typed: .
thing you ate: Taco Ring :) Pink Lemonade.
thing you said: BRETTTTTTT I HATE HIM.
place you went: Brents
thing you did: went to brents to see him before college.
thing you touched: the keyboard.
thing you used: the phone.
thing you posessed: Uhh. wont go there.
CURRENT:
clothes: AE hoodie, and pj pants from Abercrombie*
makeup: none at all.
beverage: Pink Lemonade.
hair: Up in a ponytail, Curly.
obsession: Gary Allen.
Love: Derek :p
Annoyance: ANDREW FREAKIN CARTER.
Depression: BOYS
let-down: Mother of course.
Tv station: Disney..
Smell: Victorias Secret-Romantic Wish
Taste: PinkLemonade.
that was really gay.
Night loves and Gb :)
I can't belive this. Im literally getting back to the depression thing. well as all of you all know I had something going on with andrew then a little incident happened and well okay yeah.. His mother I can now honestly say I have no respect for her.. She's extremely rude and I dont like her at all. And I sure let her know that. I swear I had my mind set on settling down on one guy for the school year. Well I tried and I tried and well I got someone. I was happy, I think. I seen him like everyday. WELL.. look what happened, I swear I pity Any kids whos mother is so protective over there kid.. ahh I hate his mother.
School, Shew. I'm going to hate it. More than Likely come Monday, Im heading to good ole' Appalachia. See Andrews from Appalachia. So that will Suck, Brett's kinda mad over this situation, along with Jessie. SHEW. Oh well. I think something was said.. And I swear I will get to the bottom of it. you all wait. lol
I need to go to Third Wave? Im going to Thursday! I need to get back into Church. like back into youth and such. I dont know what happened. I let everyone else get me caught up in so much, I thought it was cool to drink, have sex and smoke. Look where "some of that" got me.. SHEW. Im miserable. I have never been more upset than I am now. I lost my friends, My boyfriend. shew. Gyyaa..
I miss Derek, yeah. I do. I do believe we may work things out I think that would be best for me. That is the second person I ever Loved. Shew. I miss him dearly I seen him at the fair. and it just bothers me. But my Ole' Buddy Powers has been helping out alot. Im glad he's been there to talk to.
heres a wonderful quiz..
LAST:
kiss: Andrew
Hug: Brent
Person you told you loved: Brett..
person you were "In Love" with: Derek
person you had sex with: Uhh cant announce that publically :\
thing you typed: .
thing you ate: Taco Ring :) Pink Lemonade.
thing you said: BRETTTTTTT I HATE HIM.
place you went: Brents
thing you did: went to brents to see him before college.
thing you touched: the keyboard.
thing you used: the phone.
thing you posessed: Uhh. wont go there.
CURRENT:
clothes: AE hoodie, and pj pants from Abercrombie*
makeup: none at all.
beverage: Pink Lemonade.
hair: Up in a ponytail, Curly.
obsession: Gary Allen.
Love: Derek :p
Annoyance: ANDREW FREAKIN CARTER.
Depression: BOYS
let-down: Mother of course.
Tv station: Disney..
Smell: Victorias Secret-Romantic Wish
Taste: PinkLemonade.
that was really gay.
Night loves and Gb :)