oh my god. i've just experienced my first band break-up.
Just holy shit.
I knew what usually ends up happening with an 'indefinite hiatus' and everybody thinks it's not going to happen to that one band they absolutely love...then it happens.
Right now, I'm caught between irrational anger and crying (ugh, I sound like one of those annoying fangirls that I hate). I can't help but think if they'd stopped when shit first started happening with his voice, this could have been avoided. Yeah, a break at the wrong time might suck but this sucks even more.
It's just not D'espairsRay without Hizumi. It just isn't. I really will miss them.