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Everybody Loves Raymond is funny. I'm getting pathetic.
My mom asked me this morning if I was depressed. Maybe I am. It's just that I have no clue what I'm gonna do when I get back to NC. I don't want to live in the same place, I don't want to go to the same school, I don't want to be the same person I was last year. I'm just scared. So yeah, maybe I am depressed because I have no clue where my life is headed. I just don't know. I want to be happy. I just don't know how to be. Maybe I'll go to CVCC. That could work. I can start fresh. I'm really scared of going back to CCC&TI. Or maybe I could go to Western Piedmont. I do know of one hot teacher who works there. HAHA! I'm gonna check into both of those. I'm gonna try to work this summer so I can help my mom pay for my tuition since I lost my financial aid since I also lost my mind last year. I don't know.
I still miss my boyfriend. I still miss my best friend. Ams called me this morning just to tell me that she missed me. It was sweet. I can't wait to go back home so we can go party in Charlotte. The problem is.. HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA GET AWAY FROM MY BOYFRIEND? He doesn't party. And he doesn't like me partying. I swear.. him and Matt are so alike. It's funny.
Josh called me last night.. wasn't expecting him to and he knew I wasn't expecting him to. He was with the bitch and a bunch of people. He told me that he wasn't gonna let the bitch go home with him. Yeah I think he lied about that one. I got a text from him at 12:30 last night that said "Sweet dreams baby. Good night." Yeah he never goes to bed that early which he was probably fucking her, but whatever. I cried after he called me last night. I love him. He loves me. I love my boyfriend. He loves the bitch. We're all screwed. Great.
Season finale of One Tree Hill tonight! 2 hours! Hell yes!
I guess that's all. I've slept most of the day again today. Story of my life.
My mom asked me this morning if I was depressed. Maybe I am. It's just that I have no clue what I'm gonna do when I get back to NC. I don't want to live in the same place, I don't want to go to the same school, I don't want to be the same person I was last year. I'm just scared. So yeah, maybe I am depressed because I have no clue where my life is headed. I just don't know. I want to be happy. I just don't know how to be. Maybe I'll go to CVCC. That could work. I can start fresh. I'm really scared of going back to CCC&TI. Or maybe I could go to Western Piedmont. I do know of one hot teacher who works there. HAHA! I'm gonna check into both of those. I'm gonna try to work this summer so I can help my mom pay for my tuition since I lost my financial aid since I also lost my mind last year. I don't know.
I still miss my boyfriend. I still miss my best friend. Ams called me this morning just to tell me that she missed me. It was sweet. I can't wait to go back home so we can go party in Charlotte. The problem is.. HOW THE HELL AM I GONNA GET AWAY FROM MY BOYFRIEND? He doesn't party. And he doesn't like me partying. I swear.. him and Matt are so alike. It's funny.
Josh called me last night.. wasn't expecting him to and he knew I wasn't expecting him to. He was with the bitch and a bunch of people. He told me that he wasn't gonna let the bitch go home with him. Yeah I think he lied about that one. I got a text from him at 12:30 last night that said "Sweet dreams baby. Good night." Yeah he never goes to bed that early which he was probably fucking her, but whatever. I cried after he called me last night. I love him. He loves me. I love my boyfriend. He loves the bitch. We're all screwed. Great.
Season finale of One Tree Hill tonight! 2 hours! Hell yes!
I guess that's all. I've slept most of the day again today. Story of my life.