May 31, 2004 20:24
hey. okay well today i FINALLY realized what my mom means when she yells at me. My parents got divorced and she was always yelling at me saying that she couldnt do it all on her own and that she blah, blah, blah. Today she flipped out again.. but i think i realized when i was helping her today that the littlest things that i do help her out A TON.. i know it may sounds stupid to some of you, but ive been thinking a lot about my parents being divorced and how hard it is for my mom. it really SUCKS! i know it sounds stupid but the thing i miss most about my parents being together is when my dad would come home from work and my mom would be in the kitchen making dinner and me and my brothers would be in the basement playing and he would come in and we would all run up to greet him. haha woah i sound soooo corny. but seriously like when ur parents dont live together and you know they never will its hard to watch families go on walks or out to dinner together cuz me and my brothers know that we will never get that again--our parents may get remarried and we will get to do it with our step mom or dad, but still its not the same. Ive realized that i took my parents being together forgranted, but never realized how lucky i was that i had to parents living together and we were able to do stuff as 1 family. But yea.. ive been thinking about this alot...soo.. lol. Now that i sound like a idot.. im gonna go.. haha. FOUR MORE DAYS KIDSSS!! <3333 YOU!