11 things to 11 people... curtousy of Slashy.

Apr 22, 2009 18:39

Slashy did this thing and I kinda wanted to do the same, looked fun and ended up being kindof thereaputic... but I would need a full out rant or a long talk with someone that doesn't mind hearing about all my problems.

1: I loved you, I really did. And I still do, but I wanted things to end on my own terms, and you beat me to it. I’m not sure if I can stay “friends” with you because I can’t stop seeing us together. But it had to be done, and I understand that, but I didn’t want it to end. I’m still trying to pick up the pieces, no matter how I may outwardly seem I’m a wreck, I’ve just gotten so good at masking and hiding my true feelings that I seem put together.
2: You left me. You left me for school, you said we would still talk when we could, but you forgot me. Just like the rest of them, you forgot me and still talk with the rest of them. But I’m left out again. THANKS! Can we still hang out for our joint birthdays???
3: Because of you I can’t have a normal relationship. I didn’t let people touch me for YEARS, and I still don’t let people in easily. I’m jumpy and always questions people intentions, I’m emotionally fucked up and socially awkward. You are the worst family I ever had.
4: You need to clean the god damn kitchen. Things are rotting and there are no clean dishes left. And you need to stop being a whore. Be nice to my friends bitch.
5: What happened we used to great friends, but now you walk past me and pointedly ignore me, when did this change come about. Am I infested with the plague? Or did you decide that the rumors were true?
6: There’s just something about you that makes me smile all the time, except when you’re doing drugs or have become a drunk douchebag that gets pawned off to me, because I care. But you make me laugh and I trust you, which is a rare occurrence. I would count you as a true friend, and I’m glad we hang out.
7: I haven’t even really met you, but I feel like we’ve been friends for a long while. I feel awful every time I have to stop talking to you, but I love it when we do. And for sure we need to get cheese steaks and be overall ridiculous. And yes, you are awesome.
8: You don’t deserve the shit that’s been dumped on you. I try to be there for you, but I’m awkward and feel useless at times. But you’re still one of my best friends and I wish the best for you all the time.
9: You are one classy lady, just a little awkward, but I think I could fall for you if we were together. I did when we were in high school, but we went our separate ways and we sort of talk sometimes now. You know my boat floats whatever way and it can float your way if you want…
10: You mean the world to me, but I’m glad I left. I was able to understand and connect with you better now that we don’t see each other anymore, but we still call just about every day and I will always love it when you call me during important times to tell me pointless things. It makes my day every time. Also you don’t deserve any of the shit that’s being thrown at you, you really don’t.
11: Leave her the fuck alone. What the hell is your problem? I’ve known you forever, and I don’t like you anymore. You need to get your act together and stop being a douchebag, drop the ditz, drop the act, drop the drugs and alcohol. You are not an adult no matter what you think. You do not get to make choices about your life until you are out of the house, until then, play nice and quit it.

rant

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