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life has been like an iTunes visualization lately. it takes me a second to realize what's going on. as soon as i gain some stability and a color and pattern settle, they change, and i'm left waiting yet again to watch for the next one.
that's a horrible example that i've given up trying to explain any further.
i went to lunch with an old friend, someone who usually gives me a lot of perspective on my life, and life in general. and h didn't fail to give me any of that today. i sit here feeling a little renewed, excited, for things in planning. for possibility.
i took a few years to do what i wanted, to go astray. him and i, we used to be on the same page. he took a different path, perhaps the more "holy" one, and yet here we both are, two different paths that have led us back to the same key thoughts and ideas.
and not any ideas, but ideas with real truth and promise behind them.
yes, i've said and felt that before, but perhaps that's what life is. you're constantly making mistakes, but always moving forward.
so perhaps these ideas are silly and unreachable, perhaps even entirely futile. but for now, they seem like the best bet, and my instinct is telling me to ride, ride, ride, let it ride.
that's a horrible example that i've given up trying to explain any further.
i went to lunch with an old friend, someone who usually gives me a lot of perspective on my life, and life in general. and h didn't fail to give me any of that today. i sit here feeling a little renewed, excited, for things in planning. for possibility.
i took a few years to do what i wanted, to go astray. him and i, we used to be on the same page. he took a different path, perhaps the more "holy" one, and yet here we both are, two different paths that have led us back to the same key thoughts and ideas.
and not any ideas, but ideas with real truth and promise behind them.
yes, i've said and felt that before, but perhaps that's what life is. you're constantly making mistakes, but always moving forward.
so perhaps these ideas are silly and unreachable, perhaps even entirely futile. but for now, they seem like the best bet, and my instinct is telling me to ride, ride, ride, let it ride.