praying for his life, fighting off his demons with his shipmates
to start this off, this entry was written to the tune of this video. you don't even have to watch it, but if you have some housework or things to check on your computer, put this on as background music.
honestly, things like this are the reason i love this band.
i've had really great entries worked out in my head, but i either get too lazy or don't have time to write them down.
i feel like i'm walking on thin ice right now. i can hear it cracking all around me, just like everyone in my life is changing right now. but there's something inside of me telling me to just look ahead and move forward and i'll be safe. that's what i've been doing, and i don't know if i've ever felt more assured for whatever reason.
this year in the first couple months has already seen the most changes i've ever really had to deal with. the whole roommate fiasco last year to catering a million hours a week to serving at Chilis a million hours a week to giving up Binx aka my little brother to having people move into the house, which so far has been okay. the house is improving daily, which is nice to see. and although i really do enjoy my alone time, i enjoy living close to others so that way i am alone, but not really.
i've sentenced my car to death, i'm just delaying the date of execution as long as possible. i just had to drop $400 on it to keep my belt running and power steering working.
but i'm already saving and keeping my eyes open for a new set of wheels, one that i finally won't be beating the hell out of by delivering pizza 24/7.
so then once i afford this new hot rod and a new ipod (which will not be coming soon enough) i have travel options this year. some really sweet ones. a trip to Miami, possible cruises, maybe camping in the desert for a week at Burning Man Festival in Nevada, plus Montauk and Boston are always options.
and a lot is possible with my tax return, the extra free money from G.W.Bush, and making those tips wit charming style of serving.
yeah, i said charming.
all my friends have different things going on, and it's cool but it's just...weird. maybe i should count the summers of doing nothing but chilling all night as blessings? i haven't really made myself available all that much either. i need some time anyways to just let all these changes settle in so i don't lose my head, so i'm using the time to think and make plans, do a little self improvement, etc.
through weird circumstances, i was recently told the fate of someone who i no longer wish to associate with, or She-Who-Will-Not-Be-Named if you will, and i'm not laughing at their deserved misery, but its like i just got a certificate of proof that i made the right choice, i did the right thing. it feels damn good too.
i'm not sure what to think about a lot of things, i'm still trying to think of the things i really want to give, and the things i want to get from this life. problem is, every day i put it off is another day i lose.
i blame it on halo 3. and guitar hero and rock band.
oh, oh you gotta hear this. i have a headset that doubles as a microphone, and then i got my guitar, so i started a band in rock band named One Bitter Monday Mourning and i sang and played the guitar at the same time. and 5 starred a couple songs. for anyone who isn't in that loop, we'll just say i'm about to become a modern rock legend. 4 realz.
possibly a youtube video to follow?????? your thoughts?
word. i have leftovers from B Dubs that i'm gonna go snarf and then go to sleep in preparation for my 1st of 4 doubles this week. fun! right after i listen to Gimme Shelter by the Rolling Stones because i'm terribly hooked on that song right now.
honestly, things like this are the reason i love this band.
i've had really great entries worked out in my head, but i either get too lazy or don't have time to write them down.
i feel like i'm walking on thin ice right now. i can hear it cracking all around me, just like everyone in my life is changing right now. but there's something inside of me telling me to just look ahead and move forward and i'll be safe. that's what i've been doing, and i don't know if i've ever felt more assured for whatever reason.
this year in the first couple months has already seen the most changes i've ever really had to deal with. the whole roommate fiasco last year to catering a million hours a week to serving at Chilis a million hours a week to giving up Binx aka my little brother to having people move into the house, which so far has been okay. the house is improving daily, which is nice to see. and although i really do enjoy my alone time, i enjoy living close to others so that way i am alone, but not really.
i've sentenced my car to death, i'm just delaying the date of execution as long as possible. i just had to drop $400 on it to keep my belt running and power steering working.
but i'm already saving and keeping my eyes open for a new set of wheels, one that i finally won't be beating the hell out of by delivering pizza 24/7.
so then once i afford this new hot rod and a new ipod (which will not be coming soon enough) i have travel options this year. some really sweet ones. a trip to Miami, possible cruises, maybe camping in the desert for a week at Burning Man Festival in Nevada, plus Montauk and Boston are always options.
and a lot is possible with my tax return, the extra free money from G.W.Bush, and making those tips wit charming style of serving.
yeah, i said charming.
all my friends have different things going on, and it's cool but it's just...weird. maybe i should count the summers of doing nothing but chilling all night as blessings? i haven't really made myself available all that much either. i need some time anyways to just let all these changes settle in so i don't lose my head, so i'm using the time to think and make plans, do a little self improvement, etc.
through weird circumstances, i was recently told the fate of someone who i no longer wish to associate with, or She-Who-Will-Not-Be-Named if you will, and i'm not laughing at their deserved misery, but its like i just got a certificate of proof that i made the right choice, i did the right thing. it feels damn good too.
i'm not sure what to think about a lot of things, i'm still trying to think of the things i really want to give, and the things i want to get from this life. problem is, every day i put it off is another day i lose.
i blame it on halo 3. and guitar hero and rock band.
oh, oh you gotta hear this. i have a headset that doubles as a microphone, and then i got my guitar, so i started a band in rock band named One Bitter Monday Mourning and i sang and played the guitar at the same time. and 5 starred a couple songs. for anyone who isn't in that loop, we'll just say i'm about to become a modern rock legend. 4 realz.
possibly a youtube video to follow?????? your thoughts?
word. i have leftovers from B Dubs that i'm gonna go snarf and then go to sleep in preparation for my 1st of 4 doubles this week. fun! right after i listen to Gimme Shelter by the Rolling Stones because i'm terribly hooked on that song right now.